Category: Romance

  • Gambling Fate

    Charts & Hearts story #1

    Welcome to the first Charts & Hearts novelette (Word count: ~10,000).

    In Gambling Fate, a nurse driven by duty and a gambler driven by life’s risks find themselves caught in destiny’s game one Halloween night. This Human Design-inspired novelette can be read on its own — no background knowledge needed.

    But if you’re interested in the energy dynamics of these two characters and would like to meet them through their Human Design charts, click here:

    Please note that I plan to post November’s Chart and Heart #2 story here as well, but as of January, I will be posting stories solely on Substack. If you’d like to be notified of their release, please consider subscribing.



    Chapter 1

    “Raise you a hundred.”

    Gold Tooth shoved a sloppy stack of chips forward, his rings clicking against the felt. Vaughn rolled a single chip across his knuckles, smooth as silk, then flicked it onto the felt.

    “Call.”

    The dealer burned a card, then dealt two hole cards to each player. Vaughn lifted his just enough to glimpse the pips, then dropped them flat again. No flicker on his face, just that lazy half-grin that tended to get under people’s skin.

    “Canadian, huh?” Gold Tooth leaned back, eyes narrowing. “Figures. Pale as milk and ginger on top. You don’t exactly blend down here. What’s a man from Vancouver want with our little game?”

    Before Vaughn could answer, the man in the battered hat cut in. His beard was patchy, his eyes sharp. “I invited him. Watched him tear up a table in Vegas last spring. Man plays like he’s got nine lives. Figured it’d be fun to see how he handled the Queen.”

    The River Queen. The gaudy riverboat casino moored out on the Mississippi, its lower decks packed with tourists throwing quarters into slots, its upper rooms reserved for high rollers and men who thought they were.

    He gave a shrug. “Came for Halloween, mostly. I mean, Vancouver does pumpkins and parties, sure, but nothing like New Orleans. I figured if I was going to do it, I’d do it right — masks, music, maybe even a haunted mansion tour if I get lucky. And hey…” He pushed a neat stack of chips forward. “Might as well win a little spending money while I’m at it. Makes the souvenirs taste sweeter.”

    Gold Tooth snorted. “Souvenirs. That’s cute.”

    Beard & Cap just smirked into his glass, as if the joke was already on Vaughn.

    A waitress in black tights and a crooked witch’s hat dropped off a round of drinks. Vaughn took in the surroundings one more time. Neon cocktails glowed under the dim lights, plastic skeletons dangled from the ceiling, paper bats sagged in the humidity. Out on Bourbon Street, Vaughn had seen the real thing: brass bands, fire-breathers, a pulse that felt alive. This felt staged.

    He’d been to plenty of games in plenty of back rooms to know the difference. Real tables had an edge in the air, a hunger you could taste, men who were there because their rent, their pride, or their lives depended on it. This wasn’t that. This was theater — smoke, cheap props, and a dealer too slick by half.

    Said dealer rapped the deck and fanned three cards face-up in the center of the table — the flop.

    “Check,” muttered Gray Suit, his voice flat, collar too tight against his throat.

    “Two hundred,” Gold Tooth said, smug.

    The pot grew. Chips clinked, towers rose. Vaughn felt it; the cards too clean, the shuffles too smooth. The mix of easy banter and half-sarcasm wasn’t hospitality at all — it was the oldest play in the book, the kind of welcome that only lasted as long as you were feeding the table.

    He tapped the felt once, then called.

    The dealer burned another card, slid out the turn. Music from the stage carried in — a fevered blues line, sharp as broken glass. Through the open deck doors, the Mississippi rolled dark and slow.

    The game carried on, chips building and breaking. Vaughn played tight, let himself bleed a little, then pushed in when the timing felt right. His stack should’ve held.

    But the river card came down clean and cruel, the exact one Gold Tooth needed. Vaughn leaned back as the pot slid across the table, that lazy grin still stitched across his face even as his chip tower dwindled to nothing.

    Gold Tooth raked in the winnings with fat fingers, his laugh echoing against the walls. “Bad luck, Canadian. Tough break.”

    Gray Suit chuckled. “You had decent hands.”

    Beard & Cap tipped his glass. “Cards didn’t love you, friend. Happens.”

    Their words dripped sympathy. Their eyes didn’t.

    Gold Tooth leaned in, voice low. “Tell you what. Win it all back — and sweeten the pot.” He thumped a brass alligator on the felt, its jaws frozen in a snarl. “River Queen tradition. Swim from this deck to the far dock. Make it, you get your buy-in and the Gator King trophy. Fail … you’re just another story we tell at the bar.”

    Vaughn also leaned in, mimicking Gold Tooth’s posture. “Never was much good at walking from a dare. You got yourself a deal.”

    Truth was, he’d never once walked from one. Didn’t matter if it was a stupid bar bet, a rigged hand, or a jump into black water full of teeth — backing down wasn’t in his blood. Every dare was a line in the sand, proof he was alive, proof he could push harder than the next guy. He could feel all eyes on him, waiting for him to flinch, and there was nothing sweeter than disappointing them.

    The men rose. “That’s the spirit.”

    Beard & Cap patted Vaughn on the shoulder. “Been a while since we had a proper swim. Make it good, friend.”

    Gold Tooth smirked. “Better be quick, friend. These waters got eyes.”

    “Eyes with teeth,” Grey Suit added.

    Vaughn chuckled though inwardly he rolled his eyes. Sure, gators swam these rivers, but not this close to the docks, not with music pounding and half the boat leaning over the rail. They wanted him spooked.

    He was reckless, yes, but not stupid. And definitely not suicidal.

    They spilled onto the deck, the riverboat’s cheap Halloween lights throwing long shadows on the planks. Phones came out. The waitress in the crooked witch’s hat clutched her tray against her chest, watching wide-eyed. Someone shoved a plastic skeleton aside to clear the railing.

    “Empty your pockets,” Gold Tooth said. “Wouldn’t want your fancy Canadian phone feeding the catfish.”

    Vaughn hesitated. Gold Tooth held out a wide-brimmed hat as if that solved everything. “House always keeps it safe. You’ll get it back with your prize.”

    He tossed in his phone and wallet then turned to the waitress. “You’re my witness, darling. Make sure I get those back.”

    Her eyes flicked over his chest as he peeled off his shirt. “With a body like that,” she said, “you’ll swim it easy.”

    Vaughn winked. “Then enjoy the show.”

    The Mississippi spread black and wide, the dock lights a faint blur across the current. Something splashed below.

    He didn’t wait.

    He dove.


    Chapter 2

    The cold punched him, river water closing over his head. He kicked hard, his arms cutting through mud-thick water, lungs burning. The boat’s halo of light shrank behind him. Halfway across, a ripple curved to his left. He thought he saw a pair of golden eyes gleaming. Panic spiked sharp, but Vaughn bared his teeth and swam harder.

    The dock ladder loomed. He lunged for it, but his hands caught a rusted chain instead. The metal tore at his skin, slashed open his forearm. He swore through gritted teeth, hauled anyway, until he reached the ladder, each yank lighting fire into his muscles. He flopped onto the dock, flat on his back, and laughed at the absurdity of it all.

    By the time he staggered upright, Gold Tooth and the others had hustled down the gangway, a little parade spilling onto the dock. Someone tossed a faded white towel at him. He caught it one-handed, slinging it over his shoulders. The cloth did nothing for the sting in his arm, but at least it stopped the night air from biting.

    “Our Gator King!” Gold Tooth bellowed, raising the brass alligator like a relic. The crowd whooped, phones flashing as he shoved the ugly trophy into Vaughn’s free hand and slapped a wad of damp bills against his chest. “The Canadian who doesn’t scare easy.”

    Vaughn held the gator aloft, soaking up the noise. Pride burned hotter than the sting in his arm.

    Then a voice cut through the laughter. “He’s bleeding.”

    He looked down. Under the dock lights, the red on his arm was unmistakable, streaking down into his hand. Beard & Cap frowned. “River’s filthy. You let that sit, you’ll lose more than the pot.”

    A hand clapped Vaughn’s shoulder. “ER’s five minutes out. Come on.”

    He tried for a shrug. “Don’t fuss. I’ve had worse.” But the sting spiked sharp, making him wince. He hissed and flexed his fingers. “Fine. Patch me up before I start dripping all over your dock.”

    With the brass gator tucked under his arm and the money clutched in his hand, Vaughn let them steer him towards a white sedan that had seen better days. As the car door shut behind him, he let his head tip back against the seat. The brass gator dug into his ribs and his arm burned like hell, but he’d given them a show, hadn’t he? Exactly what they’d wanted — the outsider who jumped, the story they could retell with laughter.

    And him? He got the jolt he was after, the rush that made everything sharp and alive. Pain, river, cheers — all of it humming in his veins.

    Worth it.

    The ride to the hospital blurred past in a wash of headlights and neon. The driver — he never caught his name — leaned over him the whole way, reeking of whiskey and smoke, muttering that the river was “filthy as sin” and that he’d thank them later. Vaughn tightened the towel around his arm, his eyes locked on the gator’s head while streaks of streetlight flickered over its gleaming surface.

    By the time they pulled up to the ER bay, the hum of the city was all around them again. The doors hissed open, cold fluorescent light spilling across linoleum. A clerk looked up, unimpressed, as the man who’d driven briefed her in a rush about “chains” and “river water.”

    “Possible infection, needs stitches,” the clerk called over her shoulder. Vaughn was waved through to a curtained cubicle, dripping river water onto the floor as he went.

    He wasn’t sure how, but he found himself stretched out on a gurney, thin mattress under his back, the curtain pulled half-shut to carve out a square of privacy in the buzzing chaos. The ER smelled like antiseptic and weariness. He could hear the nurses moving at a clip, no time for applause or theatrics. Not his arena. Not his vibe.

    The curtain scraped back. A nurse stepped in, brisk and certain, and reached for the gloves on the tray next to the bed. The plastic badge clipped to her scrub pocket flashed in the light: Carrie Vega, RN. Scrubs weren’t meant to flatter, but she wore them with a presence that cut through the hum of the ER.

    It wasn’t a gut punch or a whisper of instinct — it never was for him. It was a charge, pure and restless, firing through him like the start of a dare. His shoulders squared before his brain caught up, his body responding to her nearness the way it always did when something — or someone — was about to matter.

    “I’m Nurse Vega,” she said, snapping the gloves on. “Let’s get that arm cleaned before you drip half the river on my floor.”

    Vaughn’s grin tugged crooked as he leaned back on the gurney. “Tell me you come with the stitches, Carrie, and I’ll start collecting scars.”

    She didn’t even pause in tearing open a sterile pad. “As I said, it’s Nurse Vega. How exactly did you manage to get yourself half-drowned and bleeding on the eve of Halloween?”

    “Poker game on a floating casino. Lost big, but they’ve got this tradition. You swim to the far dock, you get your buy-in back. Gator trophy, too.” He lifted the brass alligator where it grinned from the counter. “So I dove, beat the river, made it out. Crowd went wild.”

    Carrie arched a brow, unimpressed. “So you risked infection, stitches, and possibly your life for… pocket change and a tacky souvenir?” She reached for gauze, voice brisk. “Congratulations. You’re exactly the kind of patient who keeps me working double shifts.”

    For a heartbeat he just stared at her, the sting in his arm suddenly less sharp than the one she’d delivered with a single line. His smile widened.

    Fine. She wanted him to fold? He’d raise.


    Chapter 3

    Carrie tugged the tray closer, the antiseptic smell sharp. The man on the gurney leaned back like he owned the place, towel slipping off his shoulders, that ridiculous brass alligator perched on the counter beside him as if it were the crown jewels. His forearm sported a jagged gash, still bleeding sluggishly, streaks of water darkening the sheet beneath him.

    Another daredevil. Another fool. And damn it, a handsome one.

    Broad shoulders, lean muscle, river water clinging to a chest that belonged in a fitness ad, not on her gurney. Copper hair damp and messy, eyes a blue too bright to ignore. He looked like trouble gift-wrapped in muscle and mischief.

    She pressed gauze hard against the wound. He hissed, grinning through it anyway. “That’s the welcome?”

    “Hold still,” she said. “You want this cleaned, not shredded.”

    He tilted his head. “Don’t worry. I’m in capable hands.”

    Carrie ignored the line and reached for saline. “How exactly did this happen? Front desk said something about rusty chains?”

    He chuckled, wincing when the cold hit his skin. “Dock ladder was right there, but when you’ve got people yelling about gators, you don’t exactly take your time. I grabbed the first thing in reach. It happened to be a chain. Didn’t care what it did to me so long as I was out of the water first.”

    Carrie stared at him, incredulous. “So you weren’t joking before? You really jumped into the Mississippi at night. On a dare.”

    “Better than disappointing the crowd,” he said easily. “And hey—better the chain than a gator.”

    She stopped, gauze pressed tight, eyes narrowing. “Do you have a death wish?”

    The grin vanished. “Not even close. I don’t play to die, sweetheart. I play because the risk reminds me I’m alive.”

    The words punched at her chest, too familiar, too sharp. Dad’s voice, almost the same, just before everything fell apart. She swallowed the memory down and reached for the suture kit.

    “Hold still.”

    The needle pierced, clean and efficient. He drew in a breath but didn’t flinch, watching her as though even the pain was something to smile at. Carrie set each stitch with practiced precision, the thread pulling the torn edges neatly together. One, two, three. The gash tightened under her hands, his skin raw but no longer gaping.

    She tied off the last stitch then stripped her gloves and went for a new pair.

    “You’ll need a shot,” she said. “That chain wasn’t just filthy, it was rusted. You’ll need a tetanus booster—Tdap. Lasts about ten years.”

    He smirked. “Better than rabies, right?”

    Carrie didn’t blink. “Better than lockjaw.”

    He tilted his head, grin crooked. “Lockjaw sounds kinky. Careful, or I’ll start thinking you’ve got a wild side.”

    She rolled her eyes, but the corner of her mouth almost betrayed her. “You’ll get the shot, or you’ll regret it.”

    Carrie stepped out, came back a minute later with the dose and a syringe, tugged the tray closer. “Arm,” she ordered.

    The man lifted his arm obligingly. “Sure this isn’t punishment for flirting?”

    The needle was quick and practiced. “All done,” she said. “One less excuse to end up back here.” She stripped her gloves and got hold of a chart. “Full name?”

    “Vaughn Meyers. Canadian export. No refund policy.”

    She wrote it down, lips pressed thin. “Date of birth?”

    “October twenty-eighth, nineteen ninety-seven,” he said, raising his brows. “Two days ago. Spent it bungee jumping outside Nashville. Figured I’d start the year with a drop before heading down here.”

    Carrie arched a brow. “At this rate, you won’t have too many birthdays ahead. Not if you treat life like it’s a dare you can’t say no to.”

    Vaughn chuckled. “Better that than watching it pass me by.”

    Her pen stilled when the date she had just written clicked. One week after her own birthday. One year younger than her but not too young to know better.

    But she did. She recognized the chart behind that date as the Gate following her own in the mandala. Gate 28 in his Personality Sun. Risk. Purpose in the brink. Her own father’s Sun gate. The energy that had led to her family falling apart.

    Carrie forced her pen to move, the paper crinkling under her grip. No wonder he grins at danger. No wonder I felt that pull. She shoved the thought down and kept her tone cool. “Address?”

    “Vancouver.” He rattled on his full address.

    “Emergency contact?”

    “None. Traveling light.”

    Of course he was.

    “Phone number?”

    “Glad you asked,” Vaughn said, smiling wide as he leaned a little closer. “Maybe I’ll even answer when you call.” He dictated it slowly, like he expected her to memorize it.

    Carrie clipped the chart closed. “Okay, we’re done. Keep those stitches dry, and if you feel feverish, you come back. Otherwise, don’t let me see you again.”

    “Hey, don’t be like that. Got a poker tournament here tomorrow. I intended to leave after that, but I just found a reason to extend my stay.” He pushed himself up on the gurney, sheet slipping to his waist, the movement all casual. “Maybe you could be my tour guide. I’m pretty sure you know better spots than brochures.”

    Carrie’s brow arched. “My only tour is from triage to discharge. Congratulations, you’ve just reached the exit.”

    Vaughn threw his head back and laughed, the sound rolling out rich and warm. It vibrated through her chest before she could stop it, something low in her body sparking in answer even as her mind bristled against it.

    She straightened, gathering the tray with practiced precision. “Enjoy the city, Mr. Meyers. Try not to bleed in it again.”

    And with that, Carrie swept the curtain aside, leaving him behind with his stitched arm, his brass gator, and that laugh still echoing in her ribs.

    The night air wrapped around her as Carrie stepped out of the hospital, a sticky mix of river damp and late-October warmth. Halloween Eve in New Orleans didn’t sleep. The streets throbbed with life — tourists in feathered masks and locals draped in beads weaving between food stalls and fortune tellers. Laughter and brass tangled in the humid air as a jazz trio played from a balcony, their trumpets answering the shouts of revelers below. Paper skeletons swayed from wrought-iron rails, and somewhere down the block, a street performer in ghostly white paint offered tarot cards for tips. The whole city buzzed like it knew the veil was thin and no one wanted to miss what might slip through. Five blocks to her place; it was the walk she always took after shift, the only way to clear the adrenaline hum of the ER.

    By the time she reached her apartment, her shoulders had loosened, but her thoughts hadn’t.

    Her key clicked in the lock, and the moment she opened the door a ginger tabby waddled out from the couch, tail flicking in lazy greeting. Carrie bent to scoop him up, his warm weight settling into her arms with a rumbling purr.

    “Hey, Rusty,” she murmured, rubbing behind his ears. He leaned his head against her chin, content as ever. Chubby, ginger, self-satisfied — he reminded her uncomfortably of Vaughn Meyers. She shook her head at herself. Seriously, Vega. One handsome patient and you’re making cat comparisons?

    She set Rusty down and started her routine: scrub top into the laundry, hair twisted into a messy knot, kettle on. Her body wanted nothing but sleep, but her brain still thrummed with the day — stitches, laughter, blue eyes too bright under fluorescent lights.

    The phone buzzed on the counter. Ben, his name neat and solid on the screen. The lawyer. One date, pleasant enough. He’d opened doors, asked her questions, walked her home like a gentleman. Reliable. Safe. Everything her rational mind said she should want.

    She swiped to answer. “Ben.”

    “Carrie, hey.” His voice was warm, easy. “Listen, a friend of mine has tickets to that haunted mansion party tomorrow night. Thought you might like to come along.”

    She glanced at the kettle steaming, the quiet of her apartment, Rusty circling her ankles. Every part of her body screamed no — she was bone-tired, and the idea of costumes and crowds made her temples throb.

    “I don’t know,” she began. “I’ve been working doubles all week—”

    “Oh, come on. You deserve a break,” Ben said. “It’s at the old Beaumont Mansion. They’re hosting the Crescent City Poker Classic. All the pros fly in, serious players. Even if you don’t like poker, there’s a whole party going on. It’ll be fun.”

    Carrie had almost declined again, but the words Crescent City Poker Classic lodged somewhere low in her chest.

    He said he had a tournament on Halloween.

    “Okay,” she heard herself say. “I’ll come.”

    Her eyes closed, and there it was: Vaughn’s grin, cocky and alive. Careful, or I’ll start thinking you’ve got a wild side. She could still hear it, that ridiculous line about lockjaw, the laugh that did things to her she hadn’t felt in years.

    “Great. I’ll pick you up tomorrow at eight?”

    “No, it’s not far from my place. I’ll find you there,” she said, trying to sound casual, though something inside her already felt wide awake.

    As she clicked off the kitchen light, her mind was already running through Halloween costumes. When was the last time she’d actually cared about dressing up instead of just throwing on a mask and a wig to tag along with friends?

    And why, of all things, did her mind flash an image of the costume her friend Abby had worn last year — the one that had turned heads everywhere they went?

    Maybe because a poker game needed its Queen of Hearts. Before she let herself think too hard about it, she scrolled through her phone to find Abby’s number.


    Chapter 4

    The mansion’s doors creaked open to a swell of laughter and candlelight. Carrie hesitated on the threshold, the hum of conversation spilling out like smoke, thick with perfume, bourbon, and pumpkin spice.

    Cobwebs stretched across the banisters, glass chandeliers dripped with imitation wax, and from the main hall, bass-heavy EDM pulsed through the air — the kind of beat that shook the crystal and made conversation pointless. Carrie felt the vibration under her heels, the rhythm pressing at her temples.

    She took one step inside, then another, the heels of her boots tapping against the old marble floor. Heads turned. Eyes followed.

    Her Queen of Hearts costume had seemed a good idea — a playful nod to Vaughn’s world of cards, a small rebellion against her usual scrubs and sensible sweaters. But now the outfit felt like a dare.

    The corset hugged tighter than she remembered; the high-cut front split just enough to flash the red-and-black checkered thigh-high stockings, each leg a mirrored pattern. Black fabric framed her legs like a split cape, crimson hearts stitched along the edges that swayed with every step, and the little crown perched on her head felt like a spotlight she hadn’t asked for.

    She told herself it was just the fabric brushing against her skin, the change of air — but no, she could feel the eyes on her. Appraising. Curious. A few admiring.

    What am I doing here?

    She caught sight of Ben across the room near the bar, surrounded by three men in tailored suits and half-worn masks. He was laughing too loudly, a half-empty glass in his hand. When his gaze landed on her, his eyes widened, and something about it made her stomach dip.

    Because now the truth landed hard.

    She hadn’t dressed like this for Ben.

    She’d never felt that flutter of excitement around him — not when they’d met by chance at the café near the hospital, not even on the one polite dinner date where conversation had just skimmed. Ben had been easy, predictable, safe. The kind of man she could plan a future with on paper, but not one who made her pulse quicken just by standing too close.

    The thrill that had pushed her toward scarlet and lace was about the man who’d jumped into an alligator river on a dare and walked out grinning.

    Whatever that said about her, Carrie knew enough about Human Design to recognize when her energy was speaking. Her Sacral wasn’t subtle tonight; it hummed low and steady, a quiet pull toward whatever waited next.

    Let’s see how this night plays out, she thought, straightening her spine and heading toward Ben.

    His eyes flicked from her cleavage to her legs — a slow, assessing slide that made her skin crawl.

    Without any preamble, he caught her wrist and lifted her arm like he was inspecting merchandise. “Wow, Carrie. You came out to play, didn’t you?”

    His breath reeked of alcohol.

    “Hey, Ben,” one of his friends slurred from a nearby chair, face flushed and glossy with sweat. “This girl’s a stunner. Why’d you say she was mid?”

    Heat surged into her cheeks — humiliation which soon was beaten down by anger.

    Ben turned sharply, the motion jerky. “You don’t know what you’re saying,” he snapped, forcing a laugh that didn’t reach his eyes. “If I ever said that, it wasn’t about Carrie. Look at her!” He yanked her arm, trying to twirl her like a showpiece, twisting instead of turning her.

    “Ouch!” She pulled free, rubbing her wrist. “You’re hurting me. How much have you had to drink?”

    He blinked theatrically. “Some. Not a lot. You were late.”

    “Shift ran late,” she shot back. “Too many drunk idiots wrapping cars around poles tonight. Someone has to patch them up.”

    Ben threw an arm around her shoulders, pulling her in closer than she wanted. “Fellas,” he said to the two men behind him, “this is Carrie. Nurse Carrie. She laves lives for a living.” He frowned. “She saves lives.”

    The one in the skull mask gave a low whistle. “Lucky patients.”

    His friend, wearing devil horns that listed to one side, chuckled. “Think she makes house calls? I could use a little of that bedside care.”

    Ben scoffed. “You two wish. She’s mine tonight.”

    Show me your friends… Carrie thought.

    The skull mask leaned back, leering. “You sharing, Ben? Don’t keep all the fun for yourself.”

    Ben smirked, as if the suggestion were a compliment instead of an insult.

    That did it. She stepped back. “You’re not yourself tonight, Ben. Maybe it’s better if I go.”

    He caught her hand again, voice suddenly pleading. “No, no, c’mon. I just… let loose a bit. I know what. Let’s get some air. Out on the terrace.”

    She hesitated. The bass still reverberated faintly through the marble and glass, laughter spilled from the bar. The air inside was thick with heat and noise — maybe the cool night would sober him up.

    Maybe she’d find her footing there, too.

    She’d promised herself she’d follow her gut tonight, let life play out a little, trust the bigger current that had brought her here. But that didn’t mean ignoring the warning flutter now low in her belly. There was a difference between saying yes to the night and saying yes to everything in it.

    The terrace wrapped around the mansion, its railing strung with flickering orange lights. Couples leaned into shadows, their laughter soft, intimate. Ben steered her toward the far end, where the light dimmed and no one lingered.

    “I can’t get over how gorgeous you look,” he murmured, eyes glassy. “Where’ve you been hiding those legs?”

    His hand slid from the edge of her stocking to the bare skin above. Carrie shoved it away.

    “Are you out of your mind? Stop.” She turned to leave. “I’m going back inside.”

    He didn’t budge. Didn’t hear her or didn’t care. Instead, he grabbed her shoulders and pushed her against the wall, his mouth finding her neck.

    “Ben!” Her voice cracked. She shoved hard, adrenaline flooding her. He stumbled back hitting the railing with a startled grunt.

    Before she could process it, a dark figure stepped from the shadows and grabbed Ben from the lapel of his jacket.

    “What do you think you’re doing?” the man asked, his voice a low growl.

    Her breath caught, but somewhere beneath the shock, something in her stilled when her mind said run.


    Chapter 5

    A gloved hand twisted Ben’s arm behind his back. “Are you deaf?” The voice was low, calm, edged with command. “The lady said stop. Simple enough.”

    “Let me go!” Ben struggled. “She’s my date!”

    “You got that wrong, buddy,” the masked man said evenly. “You’re her date. And she’s done.”

    With that, he shoved Ben toward the doorway. They passed under the terrace lights — and copper glinted beneath the brim of the black hat.

    No. It couldn’t be—

    Her heart kicked hard against her ribs. Vaughn?

    She followed him inside just in time to see the caped man steer a stumbling Ben through the mansion’s front doors and slam them shut. She glanced at his friends. They were too far gone to notice anything.

    For a second, she stood frozen, breath shallow. Then the man returned, removing his hat and mask.

    It was Vaughn. And he wasn’t smiling. The reckless gleam was gone; in its place, quiet intensity.

    “Are you okay?” he asked, voice gentle now. His fingers brushed her elbow. “Did he hurt you?”

    “I’m fine,” she managed. “Just… a little whiplashed.” She exhaled, still trying to catch up. “What are you doing here?”

    He ran a hand through his hair, hat dangling from the other. “There’s a poker tournament upstairs — the Crescent City Poker Classic. I think I told you about it. Starts any minute.” He glanced at Ben’s friends who were pointing at a hanging skeleton and cackling like lunatics. “I was coming down for a soda when I saw you walk in. My lungs kind of forgot how to work after that. Then I saw that idiot grab you, and—well, here we are. Are you really dating him?”

    “We’ve been out once,” she said, shaking her head. “He seemed harmless.”

    “Yeah?” Vaughn tilted his head. “Harmless guys don’t usually treat Queens like props.”

    Carrie looked down at herself, suddenly aware of the high slit in her skirt. She tried to tug the sides together. “I overdid it. I don’t know why. Should’ve known better.”

    Vaughn caught her hands before she could fold them away. “Don’t ever think that,” he said quietly. “A man’s behavior says everything about him — not about you. You’ve got every right to show up however you damn well please. For the record, you’re stunning as a Queen. But between us? While the Queen rules over Hearts…” his mouth curved, “…Nurse Vega steals them, hands down.”

    Despite herself, she smiled. The unexpected validation hit somewhere deep. But two could play that game. “Well, Zorro,” she said, brows arched, “I’d also say that you clean up impressively for someone who was dripping river water in my ER yesterday.”

    He laughed. “The stitches are holding, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

    Her gaze flicked to his arm before she could stop it. “I was, actually. Any pain?”

    “Nope. I’ve been following orders and been on my best behavior.” He nodded toward the bar. “Come on, Queen of Hearts. You look like you could use a drink.”

    He didn’t touch her this time, just gestured toward the bar and fell into step beside her. The respect in that distance warmed her more than any flirtation.

    “What’ll you have?” he asked once they reached the counter.

    Carrie eyed the neon slurpees lined up behind the bar. “Are those spiked?”

    The bartender, painted up like a ghoul, shook his head.

    “I’ll take a strawberry one, then,” she said.

    “Make it two,” Vaughn added.

    She glanced at him. “Nothing stronger before a tournament?”

    “You mean alcohol? Nah, doesn’t agree with me.”

    She blinked. Most of her memories of her father were soaked in liquor — the shouting, the crashes, the promises that evaporated by morning. The man beside her, this risk-taker who refused to dull his edges, was nothing like that. Maybe she’d been wrong to typecast him just because of his chart and her personal experience with her father.

    People weren’t only patterns; they were choices.

    The ghoul slid two cups across the counter.

    “You’ll probably say no,” Vaughn said, “but how about coming upstairs for the game? I’ve got a feeling tonight’s lucky.”

    Carrie took a sip of her slurpee, letting the icy sweetness calm the heat still in her chest.

    “Vaughn, thank you,” she said softly. “It’s not that I couldn’t handle Ben, but I was blindsided. You stepping in was … a relief.”

    “No thanks needed.” His grin returned, easy again. “You patched me up yesterday. Consider us even.”

    She tilted her head. “You’re different tonight.”

    He tapped his chest where the sword belt crossed. “It’s the Zorro effect. Man in black, on a mission.”

    Carrie laughed — really laughed, the sound bubbling out before she could stop it.

    “Okay, Zorro,” she said, offering her arm. “Let’s go show them how poker’s played.”

    He took her arm, warm and steady, and together they climbed the winding staircase to the first floor.

    Carrie told herself she was only curious, but something in her whispered that curiosity wasn’t the whole truth.

    Because as they reached the top of the stairs and the double doors to the poker hall opened wide, she couldn’t shake the feeling that this night, this gamble, was about to change the stakes for both of them.


    Chapter 6

    The poker hall smelled of polished wood, bourbon, and ambition slicked with cologne. Chandeliers hung low, scattering light across the velvet tables like coins dropped in water. Every chair was already filled, every gaze turning as he and Carrie crossed the threshold.

    “Look who finally decided to join us,” someone drawled near the center table. “You planning to play, Meyers, or just charm the audience?”

    Laughter rippled. Vaughn smiled, but the muscle in his jaw ticked once. He could take the jabs, but the way their eyes slid past him to Carrie — hungry, appraising — lit a quieter fuse.

    She met the attention with poise, chin high, her Queen-of-Hearts crown catching the light like defiance itself. She held her posture like royalty, but her fingers curled slightly against her glass — a tell Vaughn knew too well.

    He rested a hand lightly at the small of her back, voice calm but carrying.
    “Eyes on the cards, boys. You’ll need them if you plan on keeping your chips.”

    That drew a few laughs too, but this time they landed differently; less smug, more respectful.

    He guided Carrie toward a side alcove where the shadows thinned the noise — a half-lit bar framed by carved mirrors and dusted bottles. The bartender polished a glass, wisely pretending not to stare.

    “You good here?” Vaughn asked, leaning close so she could hear him over the raucus. “It’ll get loud once the game starts.”

    She nodded. “Go win something.”

    He turned to go, but her hand caught his. Her fingers were warm, firm, unexpectedly grounding. When he looked back, she was smiling — the kind of smile that steadied more than it tempted.

    “Good luck, Zorro,” she murmured, and brushed her lips against his cheek. “From the Queen of Hearts.”

    For a second, the world went still. Then his grin curved slow.

    “Careful,” he said softly. “That’s how legends start.”

    He let her hand slip from his and crossed the room.

    By the time he reached the table, his body had already shifted into that quiet place where everything narrowed: cards, tells, patterns. The noise of the mansion faded to a hum beneath the pulse in his ears. He wasn’t here for the rush tonight — not only. He was close now, close to the number he’d been chasing for three years. Enough to buy that stretch of land outside Vancouver where his parents could finally breathe clean air, plant apple trees, maybe build the little farmhouse his mother kept sketching in her notebooks.

    Every bet, every bluff was another fencepost in the ground.

    He dropped into his seat. The felt beneath his fingers was smooth, the deck waiting. Around him, the players were already in motion.

    “Buy-in’s ten grand,” the dealer said.

    Vaughn slid his stack forward without flinching. “Let’s deal.”

    The first cards hit the felt. The rhythm took him — the shuffle, the burn, the turn of each decision. Around him, laughter swelled and ebbed, glasses clinked, music pulsed faintly through the floor. But his focus tunneled down to breath and numbers.

    He caught Carrie’s reflection in the bar mirror across the room, half-hidden by shadows, watching him with an expression that was part pride, part curiosity.

    His grin ghosted across his lips before he masked it again, fingers drumming once against the felt.

    All right, Queen of Hearts. Let’s make this count.

    The game had stretched into its final orbit — four players left, stacks high, sweat glinting under the chandelier’s heat. The air in the room had changed; even the music downstairs felt distant now, muffled by the drum of focus.

    Derrick Lang, the oil heir from Houston, cracked his knuckles. “You’re one stubborn son of a gun, Meyers. Fold already and let the rest of us breathe.”

    “Why rush a good story?” Vaughn said mildly, eyes on the river card.

    Sloan leaned back, one corner of her mouth curving. “Or maybe he’s just allergic to losing. Canadians are polite until money’s involved.” The blonde pro from Miami had a shark smile and long red nails that drummed when she smelled weakness.

    Her quip drew a low chuckle from Jules Navarro, who’d barely spoken all night. “He’s not polite. He’s patient. There’s a difference.” The former Marine’s voice was quiet but carried weight, the kind that made people listen.

    The dealer flicked the final card, and everything stilled — heartbeat, air, even thought. Vaughn saw the pattern line up in a blink.

    Full house. Queens over tens.

    Carrie’s mirror reflection flashed across the table’s edge. She was watching him, hands clasped near her chest. His lips didn’t slide into a smile, not yet. He only met her eyes, calm and steady, as he pushed his stack forward. “All in.”

    Lang cursed under his breath. Sloan hesitated, nails drumming. Navarro studied him a beat longer, then sighed and folded. “Can’t call perfection.”

    Cards hit the table. Groans, curses, then the inevitable cheer as the dealer announced, “Pot goes to Meyers.”

    Applause scattered around the room. Vaughn exhaled, the grin finally breaking loose. He shook hands where it was offered, nodding to Lang’s rueful, “Hell of a game, man,” and Sloan’s smirk that almost looked impressed.

    He looked over to the bar just in time to see Carrie lift her drink high and mime a bow. Her eyes were alight, bright as the chandelier’s fire. For a heartbeat, everything else vanished — the room, the noise, the crowd. Just her, radiant, proud.

    Then the doors crashed open.

    The sound cut through the noise like a blade, the laughter instantly dying. A man stumbled in — flushed, wild-eyed, his shirt half untucked.

    Ben.

    His beady eyes zeroed in on Carrie.

    He wasn’t done with her yet. Not by a long shot.

    Chapter 7

    “Who the hell—?” someone started, but Ben’s voice cut through the din, ragged and loud.

    “There you are!” He pointed at Carrie, his finger trembling. “Who do you think you are? You humiliate me in front of my friends, make me look like a joke—”

    “Ben, stop,” Carrie said rising, palms out. “You’re drunk. Go home.”

    He lurched toward her and grabbed her wrist. “Not till we talk.”

    He didn’t take another step. Vaughn was on him in three strides. He caught Ben by the collar, slammed him against the paneled wall hard enough to rattle the sconces. Gasps rippled across the room.

    “You need to walk out of here,” Vaughn said, voice low and cold. “Right now. Before you regret every breath that brought you in.”

    Recognition flickered in Ben’s eyes. “You,” he spat. “You think you can touch me again? What are you, her bodyguard now?”

    Vaughn didn’t blink. “Just the guy keeping you from making a bigger fool of yourself.”

    He released him with a shove, stepping back. “Leave.”

    Ben staggered, straightened his jacket with shaking hands — and pulled a gun from the inside pocket.

    The crowd froze. The air thickened.

    “Back off!” Ben shouted, waving the pistol. His hand wobbled, sweat slicking the metal. “She’s coming with me!”

    “Ben.” Vaughn’s tone was calm now, measured. “Listen to me. Put it down. You had too much to drink, and you don’t want to—”

    Carrie moved closer, voice steady but soft. “Ben, please. No one’s against you. Just put the gun down.”

    Her voice reached him, but so did her nearness. His eyes flared. “You stay away from him!”

    Vaughn saw the twitch before the sound. He lunged toward her.

    The gun went off.

    A deafening crack split the room. The bullet missed him by inches, slamming into the wall — and right through the copper pipe that fed the bar’s decorative gas lanterns.

    For a second, nothing. Then a hiss. The sharp scent of fuel.

    Someone screamed, “Gas!”

    The next instant, flame.

    The lantern flared and burst, shards of glass spraying. The cheap drapes caught like dry paper, a rush of orange racing up the wall. People shouted, chairs toppled, the dealer’s table flipped. Vaughn grabbed Carrie, dragging her down behind the nearest overturned table as heat roared above them.

    “Stay low!” he shouted, shielding her with his body as sparks rained down.

    A second explosion — smaller, sharper — blew the bar mirror apart. Bottles ignited, spilling fire across the floor. Panic surged. Guests scrambled for the terrace doors, tripping over each other in their desperation. A Lady Godiva wig had caught fire. Someone’s pirate sleeve too.

    Carrie’s voice was hoarse. “The fire extinguisher — behind the bar!”

    Vaughn crawled through the smoke, arm stinging where glass had grazed him. He vaulted the counter, found the red canister, yanked the pin, and aimed. The blast of white foam swallowed the worst of the flames climbing the curtain.

    “More over here!” Carrie called, beating at sparks with a velvet tablecloth. He passed the extinguisher to her, then grabbed a discarded jacket to smother another flare near the window.

    The heat surged from the entrance where the first blast had hit, fire licking up the curtains near the main doors and swallowing half the bar. Exiting the room from there was out of the question. The terrace doors were inevitably thrown open, a flood of bodies tripping, trying to push through.

    Carrie’s voice sliced through the noise. “Everyone away from the fire! If you’re burned, sit down — don’t run. And do not crowd that balcony!”

    But panic had already set in. The balcony groaned under the weight — then a scream tore through the smoke. “Someone fell!”

    Carrie froze for half a breath. “We need to get down there!”

    Vaughn was beside her, using the same jacket to smother a patch of flame creeping up the drape. Sloan, barefoot from kicking off her heels, appeared at his side with a champagne bucket, dousing the corner of the fire with melted ice. Derrick Lang dragged down another curtain, slamming it over a burning table.

    They didn’t speak, just moved; each taking a patch of chaos and beating it back. When Carrie turned to check one side of the room, Vaughn was already covering the other. Jules Navarro, calm as if he were still at the table, used a Batman cape to smother a flare near the entrance.

    Within minutes the blaze was shrinking, beaten into submission by a ragtag team of gamblers turned firefighters.

    “Call the hospital,” Vaughn told Carrie, his breath ragged.

    “Already on it.” Her fingers flew over her phone. “Beaumont Mansion — gas leak and fire, multiple injuries.” She shot him a quick look. “Police too.”

    He was already dialing. “Yeah, this is Vaughn Meyers at the Beaumont Mansion — explosion during the poker tournament. Send fire and police now. A bullet struck the gas line behind the bar — ruptured it clean. That’s what triggered the explosion.” His eyes swept the room. “We’ve got people down. We’re handling what we can.”

    He hung up, coughing hard. The air shimmered with heat. A man stumbled nearby, dazed and bleeding from the temple. Vaughn caught him by the arm, steering him toward the open windows.

    “You’re okay, pal. Just breathe—” He stopped short.

    It was Ben. The gun hung slack in his hand, his eyes glassy with shock.

    “Easy,” Vaughn said. He took the weapon from him carefully, checking the safety. “Stay by the window. Help’s coming.”

    Make that the police.

    His own trousers had no pockets. Vaughn glanced around, then handed the weapon to Jules, who wrapped it in a handkerchief and slipped it inside his jacket.

    The flames near the main doors were finally dying under the combined effort of players and staff; the stairway beyond smoked but held clear.

    “Downstairs — it’s open!” someone shouted.

    Vaughn sought Carrie’s gaze. Neither hesitated. Vaughn vaulted over an overturned chair still smoldering at the leg, landed hard, and checked that the steps below weren’t on fire. “Clear path!” he called back, offering his hand to Carrie who was right behind him.

    She grabbed it without pause, her palm warm against his soot-streaked one, and together they sprinted down the marble steps and out into the cooler night air.

    The man who had fallen from the balcony lay sprawled in a bed of crushed azaleas, groaning. His leg twisted at a wrong angle, blood pooling under the torn fabric.

    Carrie was on her knees beside him in seconds. “Don’t move,” she said. “Possible fracture. Vaughn, I need light.”

    He crouched across from her, his cell phone’s torch steady in his hand. “You got it.”

    She worked with quick, practiced precision checking pulses, steadying the leg, tearing a strip from her costume’s skirt to bind the wound. Vaughn held the man’s shoulders, murmuring low reassurances while she worked.

    Sirens wailed in the distance, closing fast. The sound was the sweetest thing he’d heard all night.

    When the paramedics flooded in, Carrie briefed them, no wasted words. Vaughn stepped back, letting them lift the man onto the stretcher, pride settling low in his chest. She hadn’t cracked once. Not when the fire hit, not now.

    Before either of them spoke, a shout drew their attention toward the driveway. Two officers were leading Ben toward a patrol car, his jacket askew, the gun sealed in an evidence bag. His face was pale now, eyes unfocused, mouth moving without sound until the words finally spilled out, broken and bewildered.

    “I don’t understand,” he muttered. “What happened? I just wanted to talk…”

    Carrie stood very still beside Vaughn, her hand finding his without thought, fingers lacing through his. He tightened his grip, steady and sure — a silent I got you.

    They both watched as they eased Ben into the car. The man looked hollow, already sobering into regret he’d have to live with.

    “That,” Vaughn said quietly, “is why I don’t touch liquor. Makes people forget who they are.”

    Carrie exhaled slowly, the tension in her shoulders easing at last. “Yeah,” she murmured. “And makes the rest of us remember.”

    By the time the ambulances pulled away, the mansion’s grandeur had dimmed under flashing red and blue. A uniformed officer pulled Vaughn aside, notebook in hand. “You’re Vaughn Meyers? The one who called it in?”

    Vaughn nodded, giving a concise rundown — the fight, the gun, the chaos. Carrie hovered nearby, arms folded tight, as she inevitably answered questions as well.

    “Appreciate both of you for your cooperation,” the officer said, closing his notebook. “We will probably follow for more details.”

    Vaughn inclined his head, then glanced at Carrie just in time to see her notice the blood trickling down his forearm again.

    “You’re bleeding again,” she said softly.

    He made a quick fist pump, low and sharp. “Yay! More stitches from Nurse Vega.”

    She sighed. “It’s inevitable, what can I say?”

    He gave a mock salute. “I’m on.”

    She hesitated, then added, “My place is closer than the hospital. I’ve got supplies there.”

    He blinked, surprised by the invitation but caught the tone — practical, not personal. Still, something inside him sparked warmth. “Sounds good.”

    He fell into step beside her as they left the mansion behind, its windows flickering with the last traces of blue light. She didn’t speak, and neither did he. There was nothing to say yet — only the hum of shared silence and the echo of what they’d just survived.


    Chapter 8

    Midnight draped itself over New Orleans in flickers of orange and shadow. The streets pulsed with leftover life — music spilling from half-empty bars, clusters of costumed stragglers laughing too loudly, their voices echoing through alleys lined with wrought-iron balconies and sagging cobweb decorations. Pumpkins still glowed on stoops, their candles burned low, while a humid breeze carried the mixed scent of sugar and smoke. Nearby, three jazz players in vampire capes leaned into their instruments beneath a flickering streetlamp, their music threading through noise and laughter.

    Vaughn walked beside Carrie, the noise fading as they turned toward quieter streets. Carrie watched him as they walked, the night air cooling her flushed cheeks. “Can I ask you something?”

    “Sure.”

    “What happened back there at the Beaumont Mansion…” She hesitated for a beat. “Was that another kind of rush for you? The chaos, the risk — did it give you that same hit you chase at the tables?”

    He shook his head. “No. No. When someone’s safety’s at stake, it’s not adrenaline — it’s purpose. You just know what you have to do, and you do it.”

    She nodded. “I figured as much. Makes sense for someone with Gate 27 in their Personality Earth.”

    He glanced over, amused. “Gate 27? Did you look up some sort of astrology chart?” The question came low, edged with suggestion. Like he’d caught her caring more than she meant to show.

    Her mouth curved, the look she gave him measured but sure. “There’s a time and a place,” she said evenly. “For now, let’s focus on those stitches.”

    By the time they reached her apartment, the adrenaline had finally begun to ebb, leaving her limbs shaky and her thoughts too loud. She unlocked the door, half-aware of how surreal it felt to bring him home like this — still in her Queen of Hearts costume, crown long gone, corset laced tight against smoke-stained skin.

    She almost laughed at the absurdity. A nurse, a poker player, a near fire, and now this.

    The moment the door opened, Rusty padded out from the shadows with a questioning mrrr. The ginger cat stopped mid-stretch when he saw Vaughn, gave a brief sniff and, to her surprise, head-butted his shin in instant approval.

    “He’s not this friendly with anyone new,” she said with a smile. “Must be a ginger solidarity thing.”

    Vaughn crouched, rubbing the cat’s neck with his uninjured hand. “Or maybe we’ve got more in common than that,” he said quietly. “A weakness for the same human, for starters.”

    Carrie felt heat rising to her cheeks. The line shouldn’t have hit as deep as it did, but that quiet conviction in his voice stayed with her as she turned away. “Yeah, keep him busy. I’ll get my kit.”

    She retreated into the bathroom, the bright light making her blink. One look in the mirror stopped her cold. Soot streaked across her cheeks, mascara smudged, lipstick long gone. The Queen of Hearts looked more like a scarecrow who’d lost the battle.

    With a sharp breath, she grabbed a washcloth, scrubbing away the grime. The cool water steadied her pulse. By the time she’d washed her face and cleaned her hands, she looked less like a disaster and more like herself—tired, yes, but alive.

    He said he had a weakness for me.

    Shaking her head to focus on the task at hand, she took the small suture kit from the cabinet and stepped back into the living room. Vaughn was still on the floor with Rusty, the cat stretched luxuriously across his thighs, paw batting lazily at the edge of his sleeve.

    “You should wash up too,” she said, soft but practical. “Bathroom’s right there.”

    He rose smoothly. “Yes, ma’am.”

    As the door clicked shut behind him, Carrie set the kit on the coffee table and drifted into the kitchen space, unable to stand still. The quiet of the apartment pressed close — too quiet after sirens and shouting.

    She opened the fridge and spotted the container of ajiaco soup she’d made the day before. Her mother’s recipe, thick with chicken and potatoes and corn. Something about its familiarity and its tie to her parents’ homeland felt like a lifeline. She grabbed a pot and turned on the burner.

    “Are you hungry?” she called toward the bathroom. “I’ve got some ajiaco left—it’s a Colombian soup. Chicken, potatoes, corn on the cob, a little cream; comfort food, basically.”

    “I’d love to try it,” he called back, voice muffled by running water.

    She poured the soup into the pot and stirred, the spoon clinking gently against the sides. When he emerged a few minutes later — hair damp, shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows, skin clean except for the stitched arm — she found herself talking too much.

    “It’s one of those soups that tastes even better the next day,” she said, gesturing with the spoon. “The flavors kind of marry overnight — sorry, that’s such a weird cooking term — and it’s supposed to bring good luck if you eat it after a long night. My mom swears by it.”

    Vaughn leaned against the counter, watching her quietly. “Carrie,” he said after a pause, his voice low. “Are you sure me being here isn’t too much? After everything tonight?”

    The question stopped her mid-stir.

    He wasn’t wrong to ask. They’d barely known each other forty-eight hours, and he’d just witnessed her world catch fire — literally. But the sincerity in his eyes was simply permission to draw a line if she needed one.

    She set the spoon down and turned to face him. “You’ve done nothing but show up the right way all night,” she said softly. “I really want you here.”

    Something eased in his expression — just a subtle shift, like a knot untying.

    “Okay,” he said simply.

    The soup began to bubble, fragrant and familiar. Carrie motioned toward a chair. “Sit. Let’s fix that arm before you start bleeding into my dinner.”

    He laughed quietly and obeyed, stretching his arm across the table while she knelt beside him, unrolling gauze and thread. The warmth of the kitchen surrounded them, soft and steady. Outside, the city hummed, but inside, there was only the hiss of the stove and the quiet rhythm of two people who’d stopped running.

    Carrie’s stitches were quick — neat, efficient. Vaughn barely flinched, watching her hands instead of the needle, as if memorizing the calm precision in every motion.
    “There,” she said, taping the gauze in place. “Good as new. Try not to pick any more fights with furniture or bullets.”

    He chuckled, flexing his fingers. “No promises.”

    A few minutes later, the soup was ready. They sat opposite each other at her small kitchen table, bowls steaming between them. The warmth and quiet felt unreal after the night’s chaos.

    “This is incredible,” Vaughn said after the first spoonful. “I didn’t know comfort food could taste like … relief.”

    “That’s kind of the point,” Carrie replied. “It’s supposed to heal things you can’t put a bandage on.”

    They ate in companionable silence for a while before she asked, “What will you do with the money you won?”

    He leaned back, thoughtful. “It’s going toward a farm outside Vancouver. My parents’ dream. They always wanted land — something quiet. I’ve been saving from every tournament, and tonight might’ve pushed me close.”

    His smile was unexpectedly shy. “They’ve given me everything, and I wasn’t the easiest kid to raise. I always needed more space than they could offer, always did whatever I set my mind to — but they supported me. They did their best. It feels good to start giving back.”

    Warmth expanded in Carrie’s chest. “That sounds perfect.”

    He shrugged, finishing his soup, then stood and carried his bowl to the sink. “I should probably go.”

    She blinked. “Just like that? You feel unwell?”

    He turned the tap on, rinsing the bowl. “Carrie, I feel great — better than I have in years. But ever since I met you, there’s been this pull. After what we went through tonight, it’s ten times stronger. And that’s exactly why I shouldn’t act on it right now.”

    The truth in his voice undid her. Her hands curled around her bowl. “If you don’t,” she heard herself say before she could stop, “I’m going to self-combust.”

    He stilled. Slowly, he turned, nostrils flaring just slightly as he studied her face. “Do you really mean that?” he asked. “Because adrenaline’s a hell of a drug. I should know. It’s my drug of choice. It makes people think—”

    She cut him off, rising. “If anyone here knows how the body reacts to chemicals, it’s me.”

    For a heartbeat, neither moved. Then he crossed the distance in two strides.

    The kiss found her mid-breath, hot and ragged, and everything that had been contained all night poured through it: gratitude, relief, raw attraction. His mouth claimed hers with a hunger that made her knees falter.

    Carrie’s mind blurred. The world narrowed to the feel of his hands framing her face, the taste of sweetness and smoke still clinging to him, the dizzying realization that she hadn’t wanted anyone like this in years — maybe ever.

    When the kiss finally eased, their foreheads brushed, breath mingling.

    In that quiet, she understood what set him apart. Unlike her father, Vaughn’s risks weren’t flights from consequence — they were his way of giving life weight. Maybe that was why she’d found him: where her sense of responsibility guarded what mattered, his courage gave it life. Together they struck a balance she hadn’t known she needed: his fire gave her values motion, and her steadiness gave his daring a home.

    But she shouldn’t allow herself to get carried away. He was leaving soon. There was no time to waste.

    She caught his hand. “I’m not the kind of woman who does this,” she said quietly. “But even if it’s just one night … I want to know what this feels like.”

    He brushed his thumb along her jaw, eyes steady on hers. “I’m no fortune teller,” he said, voice rough, “but if I were gambling, I’d bet everything this night is just the beginning.”

    And when he lifted her into his arms, it felt less like choice and more like the moment fate laid down its winning hand.

     

    Author’s note:
    The images in this post are AI-generated — visual companions meant to bring the story to life (character consistency isn’t always 100%).


    I hope you enjoyed reading this story as much as I did writing it. From a Human Design perspective, Carrie and Vaughn are like a study in contrasts, but that’s what makes their dynamic so electric (see an overview of their charts here). Their opposing energies — her deep sense of duty to uphold safety and harmony (Gate 50) and his relentless pursuit of meaningful challenges (Gate 28) — create a tension that sparks transformation. In Human Design terms, they challenge and expand each other’s circuitry, but it’s in that friction that the magic happens.


    Next month, we’re trading New Orleans heat for Alpine snow! Casting Light takes us to a small French town where event producer Avery Harper is determined to make her first solo project — a Thanksgiving festival abroad — a dazzling success. What she doesn’t expect is Olivier Morel, the brilliant but infuriating light artist who thinks her “imported holiday” doesn’t belong in his hometown. Their clash over vision and values will ignite something neither of them planned for… and maybe illuminate what it really means to connect.

    For my Human Design readers:

    Avery carries the bold, experiential energy of a 3/5 Manifesting Generator—restless, hands-on, and always learning by diving straight into life’s messiest moments. Olivier, on the other hand, is a 1/3 Generator—steady, methodical, and quietly rebuilding his world one tested truth at a time. Together, they bridge experimentation and understanding, showing how insight meets motion when two very different designs find their rhythm.

    If you’d like to read next month’s Thanksgiving-themed story when it’s published, subscribe to Charts & Hearts.

  • Meet your characters over a glass of wine: Savannah Morgan – WIP Interview

    Savannah Morgan, an author of ACR stories, immersed in danger and suspense is today’s guest. If you don’t know what an ACR is, Savannah has a neat explanation for you.

    Hello, I’m Savannah Morgan, author of the Sapphire Springs series. The series is labeled as erotic romance, and it is definitely for the 18 and over crowd as nothing is left out, but I dislike that genre label for my books. Don’t get me wrong, I read erotica and erotic romances but they tend to fall short on story adaption and character development and getting the couple to have sex as often and sometimes in as many places as possible seems to be the driving force. A friend of mine told me about a little known genre called Adult Contemporary Romance, or ACR. ACR books are more driven by the characters development and growth and the plot drives the story not the sex, even though there are some very steamy love scenes with no holds barred action and language.

    As for Sapphire Springs, it’s a fictional town set in Montana, USA where nothing is as it seems. Lies, secrets and betrayals can be found at every turn, but among those you will find passion, lust, and deep abiding love. The books of Sapphire Springs revolve around the lives and friends of the founding family, the Blackthorns. It is a complicated bloodline but I do my best to unravel those complications and provide a family tree at the beginning of every book to help you keep everyone straight. My goal as a writer is to bring you entertainment. My goal in writing Sapphire Springs is to bring you lifelong friends.

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    Savannah, thanks for the distinction. In an ever-evolving market, it’s good to be familiar with the terminology. Before we talk about your WIP, why don’t you tell us a few things about yourself?

    Thank you for having me, Maria. This is quite an honor.  This is probably my most dreaded question of any interview, simply because I lead a relatively quiet and boring life. Lol

    I’m a wife of 26 years, this month, to a wonderfully supportive man. We don’t have children, but we do have our two adopted/rescued dogs; Madison – full blood Black Labrador Retriever, who will be 15 this July and Caleb – 1/2 Black Lab, 1/2 Australian Dingo, who will be ten this year. Madison came to us after having been severely abused and has turned out to be the best protector I could ever have. She has literally saved my life 3 times. Caleb came to us as a Katrina puppy. He was a product of his parents being left behind when their owners evacuated the coast of Mississippi before Hurricane Katrina hit.

    The stories of my dogs, is important in that two causes most dear to my heart is rescuing abused and abandoned pets and responsible pet ownership. An animal doesn’t ask a thing from humans other than to be loved and taken care of, in return they give us so much; companionship, humor, unconditional love, non-judgment of our choices good or bad, and in many cases, me especially, our lives.  I would like to see more stringent laws that would protect animals and punish those abusing them more accordingly. I’ll stop there, before I get up on the soapbox.

    I do not have a college degree but I have college courses behind me. I have been in the process of getting my degree for the last 20 years, but due to family needs I’ve had to stop at times to find employment. Something I’m sure many of your followers and my readers can understand. My motto is: It’s only too late when you’re dead. So never, ever give up on your dreams, big or small.

    As for hobbies, I like to read and write, but I guess those aren’t much of a surprise. I also love music and movies, but mostly I like creating. I design and make dreamcatchers, I crochet, I love being creative in the kitchen, and I’m also an amateur graphic designer. I even do my own cover art, promotional banners and photo teasers. Having, listed all of those indoor activities it might interest people to know that I’m also an amateur photographer and love landscape photography. I even love going out for a few days and camping out with just the husband and the dogs.

    As for quirks I imagine I have many but I suppose, if I’m going to be honest, I’m a bit of a control freak when I have something specific in my head. Since it’s sometimes a little difficult for me to explain a design or an idea that’s in my head I tend to take on too much and control the situation until I have it exactly how I want it. Another quirk I have is I don’t like a lot of noise, chatter or banging noises, but when I listen to music, usually head-banging rock and roll, I turn the volume up to dangerous levels. That’s a bit quirky isn’t it? LOL

    And you call that a boring life?! Exercise in lean writing: give us a synopsis of your current WIP in under 200 words.

    Irresistible

    Sapphire Springs Book 3

    Amara Davis is running for her life, powerless to prove her innocence or her sanity. For nearly two years she has led a quiet life in a small Oregon town. The signs are telling her there is change coming, but which path will take her to freedom?

    Duncan McKinnon has just been promoted to US Marshal, but he buried a brother and arrested his own mother for that gold star. Now he is on mandatory administrative leave while he awaits the trials he is the star witness in. Warned to stay away from active cases, Duncan heads home to Oregon wanting nothing more than a cold beer and to sleep in his own bed, but thoughts of the fugitive Amara Davis plague him. There is just something about the woman Duncan can’t shake.

    Will Duncan find Amara first and make the arrest, or will he destroy his promising career with the US Marshal Service by protecting a fugitive?

    Can Amara trust the signs she’s been seeing at nearly every turn and are those signs really pointing at the handsome US Marshal? Can she make Duncan see the truth, or will he betray her for his badge?

    Are you happy with the pace of your work? Do you aim at a specific word count each day?

    Actually, I don’t really have a writing method down. Since I’m a stay at home wife I tend to write when the characters talk to me. That could be at 6:00 AM, Noon, in the evening or waking me up at 3 in the morning. I write when it’s there, so I don’t really have a word count that I strive to hit every day.

    Plotter, pantser or both?

    I would have to say I’m both. Since I have a huge cast of Characters in both series I am writing, Sapphire Springs and the upcoming first release of Deadly Flowers, I have to be a plotter. I utilize a massive multiply worksheet spreadsheet in Excel to keep everyone straight. Now let me explain the character development process first. My characters come to me fully formed with a story to tell. There is like this room in my head that has two chairs, a small table and a fireplace, and depending on my mood the character and I visit over a cup of coffee or a glass of wine as they tell me all about them. From that point the beginning and the ending come to me….usually days, sometimes weeks apart. Once I start writing though I become a pantser. I sit down and my keyboard and type out the plotted beginning and then once that is down I write as the story unfolds in my mind. The amazing thing is only minor details change in the ending from the time it comes to me and the time it is actually written, months later.

    That’s a really interesting process! What’s your worst enemy in getting that first draft finished?

    Starting it. Once I make up my mind and actually sit down and write it, so far, seems to flow seamlessly. But the actual sitting down and doing it is my greatest issue. When I have a story bubbling in my head, dying to get out, it seems as if everything hits me at once and I don’t have time to sit down and get it down. That’s why I carry a digital recorder with me everywhere I go, and make certain those batteries are fully charged. I don’t want to miss a thing while I’m dealing with real life demands.

    Have you ever experienced lack of inspiration or drive to write? If so, how do you motivate yourself?

    I think every author deals with this. Truthfully, the answer to the question above is the answer to this one too. Real life demands tend to pull my focus and inspiration from writing. The only way I can motivate myself is to work through the real life issue and get it done with. At that point my mind opens up like a floodgate and the story is, thankfully, still there. I pray it is always that way.

    Could we take a look at your workspace? Is there a particular place you find inspiring for writing?

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    My husband and I have transformed one of the bedrooms of our home into a joint office. Our computers are nearly side by side. LOL I don’t have anything really captivating in front of me, just a blank wall as you can see in the attached picture. It’s not good to distract me with too many things, say like sunshine, because I’ll be grabbing the camera and the dogs and going out for a walk instead of writing. LOL

    I’d do the exact same thing. Now your workspace pic is pinned on my Featured Writers’ Workspace board in Pinterest. Apart from Word and Google, do you use any other writing or research tools and apps?

    Yes. I have an extensive home library filled with books on subjects such Celtic Deities, Catholic Saints, weaponry, explosives, Native American culture and beliefs, Myths and legends along with reference material such as a dictionary that has nearly every word in the English Language and its origins and when it became popular. LOL I also utilize experts, such as military members, police, and even my own husband who is a network security engineer. If it or they have knowledge I need I will seek it out as quickly as possible.

    Oh my, you’re fully equipped! How do you intend to celebrate writing “The End” on your draft?

    The funny thing is, is I don’t celebrate writing “The End”. I actually have never typed those words at the end of a book. I think I might be a little superstitious. A small part of my mind tells me if I type those words I may never write another book. LOL Silly I know, but there it is. As for celebrating the completion of a book, I never really thought of that as a celebrating point. I mean, yeah, it’s done, but really it’s just beginning. You have edits, and rewrites and then formatting (which is my least favorite thing to do) cover photos to look through, a cover to create, photo blurbs to make, you know the list is almost endless. LOL I celebrate on release day. I share with my friends and have a nice glass of wine, or a cup of coffee.

    Which book publishing processes are you going to outsource and which are you confident enough to undertake yourself?

    I’ve sort of already answered this, but in a nutshell, I do it all except editing. I let someone else edit for me.

    Do you have any marketing tips or favorite promotional sites you’d like to share?

    I’m still so new to all of this I’m still learning the marketing ropes, along with everything else. But I’ve fallen in with some wonderful bloggers who have been such a blessing at helping me get the word out, like you and you doing this interview on me.

    Promoting Authors, Book and Reviews – Patches Brazillion

    Naughty Librarians Playground – Jennifer Zamora

    Not Another Damn Blog Blog – Krystal Fahl, and sometimes Jordan Marie the founder turned author comes back and helps out, as she did for my release party this past Tuesday.

    Booklover – Chastity Leaphart Gregory

    Booklove 4LifeBlog – Amber Smith

    Paranormal Romance Trance – Tina Bell

    Naughty Books and Bits – Samatha Jones

    Tempting Sexy Thoughts – Julianne and Leeann

    And the list goes on….LOL

    Is adult contemporary romance the genre you will stick to or do you see yourself branching out in the future?

    I’m so glad you asked this, because my next release is a straight contemporary suspense/thriller romance, titled ‘Dakota’s Autumn. It is actually the first book in the Deadly Flowers series. I will have another book from Sapphire Springs releasing late this summer, and then I will be releasing my very first PNR title around October, and then I hope to have the 4th title in the Sapphire Springs series out by December. As you can see I have a full year of writing ahead of me.

    Fun stuff now: Let’s do a rapid fire round.

    • Flavored sorbet or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate Ice Cream, but it has to be dark chocolate. lol
    • Pizza or sushi? Haha, Pizza.
    • Twilight or The Hunger Games? Books? The Hunger Games Movies? Twilight, Oops I think I might have cheated on this one.
    • Ryan Gosling or Benedict Cumberbatch? I’m embarrassed to say I had to look them both up, LOL. Since I don’t know  either of them I can only go on looks, so it would have to be Ryan Gosling, and I think I’ve seen him a couple of movies.
    • Trek in the Andes or snorkeling in Tahiti? Ugh, do I have to choose? Both. One after the other. I’d take next day if I could get it. lol
    • Ugg boots or red-soled designer stilettos? Ugg boots, because I have this thing, hubby calls it a compulsion but I disagree, for boots, but the stilettos would be equally nice.

    Finally, please share with us links where we can find you and your work.

    I’m moving everything over to Amazon.com, but you can still find Dreams on BandN.com and Smashwords.

    Here is where you can find me.

    Website: http://www.author-savannahmorgan.com/
    Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B00GU0J4WE
    Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/7853656.Savannah_Morgan
    Facebook: http://tinyurl.com/praot6y
    FB Author Page: http://tinyurl.com/nsxeq9m
    Google+: http://tinyurl.com/onagba8
    Twitter: https://twitter.com/AuthorSavvyM
    Pinterest: http://www.pinterest.com/smorganauthor/
    TSU: https://www.tsu.co/SavannahMorganAuthor
    Are: http://tinyurl.com/pc22uxj
    Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdEO886VR1Sf_CdhP9QFTEg
    Authorgraph: https://www.authorgraph.com/authors/AuthorSavvyM
    Ello: https://ello.co/savannahmorgan

    Thank you, Savannah, and best of luck with your future projects!

    Thank you for having me. And good luck with all of your projects too.

    Bye everybody.

  • New Year’s Teaser – Don’t Kiss, But Do Tell!

    HAPPY NEW YEAR, ALL!

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    depositphotos.com – Vektor by ayeleskeshnet

    I hope that the first day of January was a teaser of what this year has in store for you. And I hope you’re really really excited! But before we experience the events, surprises and life lessons of 2015, let’s revel in that tingling sensation of anticipation.

    Isn’t the anticipation of what’s to come—that adrenaline-inducing, right-before moment— sometimes more thrilling than the actual event? That’s what romance and urban fantasy author, Amanda Byrne, thought when she came up with No Kiss Blogfest: a meme for posting the scene from a published book or WIP where the couple almost kiss; where the tension burns hot, but something or someone gets in the way of it getting out of hand.

    I’m taking part with a scene from Fate Captured, a prequel to Fate Accompli, which I’m currently penning. I won’t introduce the scene. Let’s see how it works:

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    The coast guard disappeared inside the health center.

    Trish couldn’t make out Markos’ face in the darkness, but she felt him draw back and exit the vehicle. He then opened her door and stepped aside.

    She got out, stooping slightly as she knew that any effort to stand tall would make her fold in pain, but she managed to look up and smile. “Are you in any shape to play the part of the gentleman?”

    Markos gave a half smile. “I’m always in shape to play the part of the gentleman.” He offered her the elbow of his strong arm. “Shall we?” he said in a too formal tone.

    You’d think they were about to enter a ballroom instead of the local health center. As patients.

    Trish burst out laughing but instantly regretted it, folding in two. “Oh, you’re mean!” she cried, her face a mask between pain and mirth.

    He chuckled and helped her up. “Trust me, if I had my way, I’d lift you in my arms and carry you inside.” He pointed to his bad arm. “But I can’t do it single-handedly, no matter how much I’d like to impress you.”

    Trish’s heart swelled. That man was drop-dead gorgeous, incredibly brave and kept saying the right things at the right time. Even when his intention was to rile her up. She could so see herself falling for him.

    “You’ve already impressed me for good.”

    In the darkness, his gaze was so intense, she felt a tingle run down her spine. He tucked a stray strand behind her ear and then stroked the contour of her chin with his knuckle.

    “That’s my line.” His voice could melt butter.

    If a simple caress stunned her to the point of numbing her mind, how would a kiss feel?

    She closed her eyes, trying to focus on what he’d said.

    “How so?”

    His hand left her chin and came to rest on her lower back, pulling her in. Reflexively, she placed both her hands on his hard chest. “You saved my life.” He cocked his head as if seizing her up. “You didn’t stop to think the implications. You jumped right in! Her eyes snapped open just as his large hands—the one attached to the bad arm included—gripped her shoulders hard. “You could have been gravely injured.” His face and eyes were now hard; almost scary. He tightened his grip and shook her once. “In fact, what is a foreign girl doing alone on an island halfway around the world, working the night shift at a remote bar and then jumping thugs? Are you that imprudent? You could have been killed!”

    Trish didn’t know about killed, but buzzkilled she was.

    With a snap, outward move of her hands, she extricated herself from his hold.

    Imprudent? Who did you learn your English from? Your great-grandmother?” she spat out. “And how would you call getting plastered—oh, sorry,  foxed I meant—effectively bringing your defenses down when you clearly have unfinished business with the mob? Prudent?”

    Markos closed the space between them.

    “What I do on my island is my own business.”

    She drew up, bringing her nose an inch from his. “Whereas a foreigner, much less a foreign girl has no such right, right?

    Markos’ jaw was so clenched she thought it would shatter, but his eyes told a different story.

    Now. He would kiss her now.

    “Are you two stepping in to be treated or not?”

    They both turned at the same time. The coast guard’s dark form cast a long shadow over the health center’s threshold.

    Markos jerked his chin. “Go ahead.”

    She crossed her arms over her chest, ignoring the fire burning her wound. “Age before beauty,” she said, smiling sweetly.

    Markos eyed her for a moment and then strode toward his friend. But not before she saw the corners of his mouth lift in a barely-there smile.

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    Seriously, I don’t know how I will make a Clean (apart from the Spicy) version out of these two. They’re getting naughtier by the, well, page.

    Feel free to make any comment you wish as this is an unedited WIP. If that whetted your appetite for more almost-kisses, visit Amanda’s blog where you’ll find all participating authors’ scenes.

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    Fate Accompli is now out on Amazon in two heat versions. The links below will take you directly to your Amazon store.

    Fait Accompli - Spicy version

    Fate Accompli Spicy: getBook.at/FateSpicy

    Fate Accompli Clean: getBook.at/FateClean

    If you’d like to read the first chapters of Fate Accompli, they’re available on Wattpad. (4,000 views and counting…)

  • Jessica Cale: Music beats writer’s block (WIP interview)

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    I’m quite busy promoting Fate Accompli, and writing Fate Captured, so I have stopped actively seeking out authors for the WIP column. But when I saw the cover of Jessica’s debut novel, I just wanted it on my blog!

    Jessica Cale is a journalist and author currently based in North Carolina.  She is the author of Tyburn, her first novel for Liquid Silver Books. Tyburn is a dark historical romance set in Restoration London and is the first book in her new series, The Southwark Saga.

    Jessica , welcome to MM Jaye writes. Before we talk about your WIP, why don’t you tell us a few things about yourself? 

    I’m originally from Minnesota, but I lived in Wales for seven years and earned a BA in Medieval History and an MFA in Creative Writing at Swansea University. My husband and I both studied history in Swansea and we met when I crashed a beach party there back in 2005. Now we live in North Carolina with our Welsh rescue cats and life is good. I have a full-time day job as well as writing, but it’s for a great non-profit organization and I work with a lot of lovely, supportive people, so I’m very lucky in that respect. I collect tea cups, history books, and I bake macarons on the weekends. I’m always trying to come up with new flavors!

    *Ignoring the saliva influx in my mouth*Exercise in lean writing: give us a synopsis of your current WIP in under 200 words.

    Lady Jane Ramsey is ruined.

    Valiantly rescued from her kidnapping by a gorgeous highwayman, she thanked him as enthusiastically as her imagination allowed, only to find her marriage prospects greatly reduced when she returned home. She doesn’t mind. All she can think about is her highwayman, and she is determined to find him again.

    As the daughter of an earl and one of the wealthiest heiresses in England, she is expected to make the best match possible before her reputation is damaged beyond repair. Her father accepts an offer from the repulsive Lord Lewes and expects Jane to comply.

    Jane has other plans.

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    Intriguing! And isn’t that cover a study in perfection? Compelling! What are you working on right now?

    I am working on the second book in The Southwark Saga, which picks up immediately where Tyburn leaves off. This book follows Lady Jane Ramsey, a supporting character in Tyburn. It’s nice to work on something so close to Tyburn because I’m still so immersed in that world, and I can spend more time with the characters. It’s great to be able to check in on Nick and Sally, too.

    I know exactly what you mean. The best part about writing a series is that you can interact with all the characters you’ve nurtured in every book. Are you happy with the pace of your work? Do you aim at a specific word count each day?

    I’d like more time to write. I work full-time, but I start unbelievably early in the morning (you don’t want to know) so I have more time to write when I get home. I usually work on writing, editing, research, or promotional things until I have to go to sleep for the next day. I don’t get time off, and I don’t get a lot of sleep. It’s still worth it, and my husband and friends are very supportive. On a good writing day, I’m happy with anything over 1,000 words. On my best writing day, I made it to 9,000. That was a long day. I ended after midnight and went downstairs to find my husband and friends having a party. I hadn’t even noticed it was going on. I was still pretty energized, so I made everyone crepes!

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    And we have the picture to prove it! Plotter, pantser or both?

    I plot the absolute heck out of everything. I have a notebook for ideas, and about a thousand post-its stuffed into it from when I thought of something away from the house! It’s difficult to plot on demand, though, so the books evolve slowly over time in pieces. They usually start with a scene or two, and I try to fill in everything else from there.

    What’s your worst enemy in getting that first draft finished?

    Time and work. I get so into it that I don’t want to stop, but of course I have to. The ideas keep coming, though, and that’s where the Post-Its come in…

    Have you ever experienced lack of inspiration or drive to write? If so, how do you motivate yourself? 

    Definitely. When I was doing more journalism in the UK, I went for a few years without writing any fiction, just because I didn’t have time between the journalism and working in the day. I was doing mostly music journalism then, so I’d work all day and then have shows to review at night. It was crazy. I didn’t want to give it up, but it was either that or fiction, and fiction is what I’ve always wanted to do. It was a little tricky getting back into fiction after the break, but music helped. Music continues to be a great way to beat writer’s block for me. When I’m thinking of ideas for a book, I imagine the whole thing in vivid scenes like watching a movie, I cast the characters, and the songs are the soundtrack. it’s not the lyrics themselves, but the mood. There’s something about music that taps into that creative part of my brain and makes everything work a little bit better. If I’m really having trouble or a project just isn’t working, I’ll write something completely different, like horror or satire, just to switch things up a bit. That usually works, too.

    That usually does the trick, yes. Could we take a look at your workspace? Is there a particular place you find inspiring for writing?

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    One of your Welsh rescues I presume? Now your workspace pic is pinned on my Featured Writers’ Workspace Pinterest Board. Apart from Word and Google, do you use any other writing or research tools and apps?

    I actually really like using Pinterest as a sort of idea board. I have secret boards of photos and pieces of research for future stories, plus fun public boards for possible characters, locations, and costumes to help readers to picture the Restoration world. This is a work in progress, but it’s a lot of fun. I also use Google Sheets to organize my characters, chronology, research, and outside commitments and obligations. I color code everything, because things are less intimidating when they’re in pastel.

    Google Sheets as an organizing tool is definitely something I’ll have to look into. How do you intend to celebrate writing “The End” on your draft?

    I probably won’t. By the time I finished Tyburn, I was already halfway through Jane’s book (the result of a lot creative exercises to beat writer’s block — they are worth doing!), and then I was worried about editing and pitching it right away. I edit everything I write several times before I’ll show it to anyone, so I never really feel like I’m done. I did celebrate signing the contract by going out to dinner with my husband, his parents, and our friends, and that was great. There’s just so much to do and it’s such a continuous cycle of work that it’s hard to pick one time to stop and celebrate anything. I’m usually too busy! The first draft of Jane’s book is done, but now I’m working on rewrites. Maybe I’ll celebrate when that one gets published!

    Which book publishing processes are you going to outsource and which are you confident enough to undertake yourself?

    I’m very lucky to have a fantastic publisher and they help so much with the editing, layout, cover, and marketing. Apart from that, I undertake a huge proportion of the promotional duties myself. I’m doing the line edits and layout for the print version myself, and if I could physically print and assemble the books myself, I probably would. I would be a lot happier if I outsourced more, but I come from a very DIY background (I published an independent zine for ten years), so I tend to just do things myself if I know how, and if I don’t, I figure it out. I would get a lot more sleep if I could learn to outsource!

    Do you have any marketing tips or favorite promotional sites you’d like to share?

    I’m very new to the whole marketing side of things, so I’m still learning. From my very limited experience, I would recommend befriending other authors (of any genre/subgenre) and learning from them as much as you can. Be nice to each other — you’re all in the same boat! — and thank people for their time and help. Be grateful, and be mindful of others: when someone helps you, return the favor. Also, be on the lookout for new opportunities. The Marketing For Romance Writers Yahoo group is a fantastic source of continuous opportunities for networking and promotion. I would definitely recommend checking it out.

    I’ll second that. MFRW has taught me so much in such a little time. That’s how we got in touch! Is dark fantasy the genre you will stick to or do you see yourself branching out in the future?

    Tyburn is very dark, but Jane’s story has a completely different tone — it’s almost a comedy! The third one will have more of a mystery element to it, but the whole series will still be historical romance. Someday I’d like to branch out to try some other things, but for now, I’m very much rooted in the seventeenth century.

    Fun stuff now: Let’s do a rapid fire round.

    • Flavored sorbet or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate ice cream! My favorite is So Delicious chocolate ice cream made with soy milk.
    • Pizza or sushi? Pizza with anchovies, olives, and capers. Yum!
    • Twilight or The Hunger Games? The Hunger Games.
    • Ryan Gosling or Benedict Cumberbatch? Benedict Cumberbatch
    • Trek in the Andes or snorkeling in Tahiti? Trek in the Andes. I love a great view.
    • Ugg boots or red-soled designer stilettos? I have a pair of black Converse ballet flats I wear everywhere. They go with anything! (I’ll have to Google these!)
    • Jane Eyre or Wuthering Heights? Wuthering Heights
    • London or Paris? London
    • Beatles or the Rolling Stones? The Rolling Stones!

    Finally, please share with us links where we can find you and your work.

    My website is http://www.authorjessicacale.com

    You can find Tyburn as http://www.lsbooks.com and http://www.amazon.com/Tyburn-Southwark-Saga-Book-1-ebook/dp/B00PQV6H9Q/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1416519139&sr=1-1&keywords=tyburn+jessica+cale

    You can also find me here:

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/authorjessicacale

    Twitter: https://twitter.com/JessicaCale @JessicaCale

    Google+:  https://plus.google.com/u/0/+JessicaCaleWrites

    Tumblr: http://authorjessicacale.tumblr.com/

    Pintrest: http://www.pinterest.com/rainbowcarnage

    Amazon Author Page: http://www.amazon.com/Jessica-Cale/e/B00PVDV9EW/ref=ntt_dp_epwbk_0

    Thank you, Jessica, and best of luck with your future projects!

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    Fate Accompli is now out on Amazon in two heat versions. The links below will take you directly to your Amazon store.

    Fait Accompli - Spicy version

    Fate Accompli Spicy: getBook.at/FateSpicy

    Fate Accompli Clean: getBook.at/FateClean

    If you’d like to read the first chapters of Fate Accompli, they’re available on Wattpad. (3,000 views and counting…)

  • Seven steps to the Darcy Act – Guest post by Ines Johnson

    I interacted with Ines Johnson through Marketing For Romance Writers, a very active and giving group. When she pitched her article about The Darcy Arc I was seriously intrigued and asked to host it. So, here’s Ines’ 7 steps to The Darcy Arc. Make sure you scroll down for more on Ines and her current release, The Pleasure Hound, Part 1. And don’t skip on reading Ines’ author bio. One of the best, I’ve recently read.

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    AMAZON LINK

    http://www.amazon.com/Pleasure-Hound-Part-One-ebook/dp/B00OYU2CYO/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1415638043&sr=8-1&keywords=pleasure+hound

    THE DARCY ACT by Ines Johnson

    In Jane Austen’s timeless classic, Pride and Prejudice, we all detest the dashingly handsome, but stuck up, Mr. Darcy in the beginning. After a poorly-contrived declaration of love at Rosings Park and a secret act of kindness, we all realize we’ve misjudged Mr. Darcy and fall madly in love with the sensitive, lovestruck gentleman. This is what I affectionately call The Darcy Arc. It has worked in The Twilight Saga with Edward and Bella, The Hunger Games with Peeta and Katniss, and even Sex in the City with Mr. Big and Carrie.

    A successful Darcy Arc can be accomplished in seven steps.

    1. First, have your Darcy-hero enter the scene with a bad attitude.

    When we meet Fitzwilliam Darcy its clear he doesn’t like Austen’s heroine, Lizzie, Lizzie’s family, or the whole town, for that matter.

    In Twilight, the whole Cullen clan keeps to themselves, including Edward. Edward literally puts his nose in the air when he meets Bella.

    In The Hunger Games, Peeta’s family owns a bakery and is considered well-to-do. Katniss’s memories of Peeta show him tossing burnt bread at her as though she’s a beggar.

    After trying to get along to no avail, both our heroines decide that these guys are jerks and they move along. But not so quick!

    2  Next, our hero and heroine are thrown together for some reason.

    Darcy and Lizzie dance at a ball. Edward and Bella are lab partners in school. Peeta and Katniss are selected as tributes in the games.

    While spending time with one another our Darcy-hero begins making statements or moves that suggest he may be interested in our lovely lady. She begins to question her original opinion of him, but not for long. After a moment, his walls go back up and his bad attitude returns.

    3   Then some danger befalls her that only he is aware of.

    In Pride and Prejudice, Darcy’s old nemesis, Wickham, takes an interest in Lizzie. In Twilight, Edward saves Bella from street thugs. And in The Hunger Games, Peeta tries to help Katniss win allies in the training arena.

    4.   After this danger, he confesses his love, in an unromantic or suspicious way, but she rejects him.

    At Rosings, Darcy delivers that gawd-awful proposal. Edward can’t decide if he wants to kill or kiss our girl Bella. Katniss isn’t sure that Peeta’s overtures or genuine or gameplay.

    5.  Its not until they all have time to process a bit more that they come to see that they were indeed wrong about these prickly men.

    While visiting Pemberley, Lizzie sees a different side of Darcy. Edward keeps his fangs to himself and watches her sleep. After he saves her life in the games, Katniss is now certain of Peeta’s affections.

    6.   As our heroine’s hearts are softening, the hero comes to her aide again, expecting nothing in return.

    Lizzie finds out that Darcy saved his sister in secret. Edwards sucks the poisonous blood out of Bella’s wrist without killing her. Peeta proves his love when he’s ready to swallow those poisonous berries for Katniss.

    Each of our heroines realizes she definitely was wrong about her hero. She misunderstood this prince among men.

    7.  Finally, our Darcy-hero sees a glimmer of a chance in her eyes. When he confesses his love again, she accepts him.

    This time when Darcy proposes, Lizzie accepts. Edward pledges his love forever, which is a long time in vampire speak. And Katniss accepts Peeta’s love…eventually.

    I followed this seven part plan when I crafted my hero, Khial, in my Pleasure Hound serial. Khial doesn’t hide his distaste for my heroine, Chanyn, when he first meets her. After many ups and downs in the plot, will Khial follow the Darcy Arc and admit his true feelings? And if he does, will Chanyn come to see Khial for the prince he is?

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    A young monk is given the chance to redeem himself from scandal when he is called upon to train a young woman and her two bonded mates in the orgasmic arts. But what starts as a simple ritual soon turns carnal when the monk’s heart begins to yearn for the woman, and hers for his.

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    Ines writes books for strong women who suck at love. If you rocked out to the twisted triangle of Jem, Jericha, and Rio as a girl; if you were slayed by vampires with souls alongside Buffy; if you need your scandalous fix from Olivia Pope each week, then you’ll love her books!

    Aside from being a writer, professional reader, and teacher, Ines is a very bad Buddhist. She sits in sangha each week, and while others are meditating and getting their zen on, she’s contemplating how to use the teachings to strengthen her plots and character motivations.

    Ines lives outside Washington, DC with her two little sidekicks who are growing up way too fast.

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  • Cherry and Almond cupcakes: a werewolf favorite by Kryssie Fortune

    Thanksgiving is just around the corner, and everyone’s mind (at least on the other side of the pond) are thinking about turkey, yams and all sorts of treats. Well, Kryssie Fortune, author of To Mate a Werewolf (Scattered Siblings Book 3)
    wishes to add extra yumminess to your Thanksgiving table with her Cherry and Almond Cupcakes. Scroll down for an enticing excerpt of the book as well. Kryssie?

    Hi, Kryssie Fortune here. I’ve popped over to share one of my latest heroine’s recipes. She’s spent the last two year running the Lykae armies’ mess, and she’s cooked her way into their werewolf hearts. I thought you might like a peak at one of their favorites.

    Recipe for Cherry and Almond Cupcakes.

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    Ingredients (Makes 1 dozen)

    For the cupcakes

    5 oz softened butter
    5 oz caster sugar
    3oz self-raising flour
    ½ teaspoon baking powder
    3 eggs – beaten with 1 teaspoon milk
    2oz ground almonds
    1 tablespoon milk at room temperature.

    For the icing

    8oz icing sugar
    Strained lemon juice (Roughly 3 tablespoons)
    12 glace cherries – rinsed and dried.

    Muffin tray and lined with cup-cake cases.

    Method

    Preheat oven to 190C or gas mark 5
    Beat the butter in an electric mixer until creamy
    Add the other cupcake ingredients and mix again.
    Once the mixture turns creamy, spoon into the case.
    Bake for 15 to 20mins. V.
    Once the cupcakes have cooled, mix the icing until smooth. Spread over the cupcakes and add a cherry to top of each.

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    Excerpt

    She welcomed him with a smile and retied the turquoise ribbon in her hair. “I thought you were going to sponsor Ellie into the Tundra Tough pack. She might not be a shifter, but once the unattached males taste her cooking, she certainly won’t lack for suitors.”

    Joel growled, angry at the thought of his pack mates pawing Ellie. His guilt hit him like a battering ram. He didn’t want her, but he hated the idea of other males—and most of them were all-right guys—courting her either.

    Brotherly protectiveness, he supposed. Yeah, right. Who am I kidding?

    Breathe. Smile. Get Pamela on my side. She’d make him a good lieutenant when she’d served her two-year stint in the forces. He shook his head. “She going to open a cake shop in the mundane world instead. She bribed a recruit with an apple pie, on condition he took her back to Whitby. I need someone to keep an eye on her, and it looks as though you’re it. Of course, I’ll pay you for your time.”

    “Do I detect a guilty conscience, sir? I’ve been tight with Ellie. She’s got guts, and I certainly don’t need paying to be her friend.”

    “Report to me as soon as you hear anything. Dismissed.” He saluted and returned to his quarters.

    She grinned and flashed away. Whitby was a hotbed of otherworld connections, but without magic Ellie couldn’t use them. Much as Joel hated the new cook for pushing Ellie away, he hated himself more. If it wasn’t almost the new moon, and Ellie hadn’t run, he’d have kept his hands  to himself. . . maybe. They’d both enjoyed their steaming-hot sex, but he couldn’t sponsor one of his cast-off lovers into this pack. His unknown fiancée would be justifiably teed-off if he did.

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  • Believing in Bigfoot by JC Miller (Review)

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    A never-too-late romance was this week’s read ‘n’ review. Believing in Bigfoot by JC Miller is a heartwarming story of a man and a woman who could have given up/fallen back to old ways and patterns, but they give love a chance. The tour is brought to you by Book Enthusiast Promotions.

    My review

    An art professor, Ruth has lost the drive both for her art and teaching. Just like her 28-year-old son who drifts in and out of her life, fun and thirst for new things also seem out of reach. Playing along her best friend’s whim to go trekking on the mountains, she has an acutely embarrassing encounter with “Bigfoot” turned rescuer. Shockingly, his fleeting presence becomes creative inspiration.

    Isaac has fled his high profile life and his demons. Living like a hermit on the mountain, brings lucidity he never experienced while living on the fast track. But the woman whose friend he is forced to help out, affects him in ways he cannot explain, and she unwillingly forces him to re-enter the world. The catch is that his disappearance didn’t erase his problems and they instantly flood him to the point of choking him. How can he be what Ruth needs when he himself doesn’t know who he is?

    Believing in Bigfoot is a lesson in believing in life and love regardless of the stage of life you’re in. Written with surprising attention to detail both in settings and emotions, this novel flows with naturalness as much as it flirts with nature. The author’s loving attention to the minutiae of every day life is charming, and her flexibility and ease in handling complex emotions of characters with huge emotional baggage (remember: this is the opposite of a YA romance) is amazing.

    The story is well-paced, and the characters full-fleshed and totally relatable. I was drawn in the story from page one, and that was because the settings were rendered so vividly, I could picture them in amazing clarity! If I have to comment on one thing that would be the lack of a distinct point of reference. A center of gravity, if you may. It wasn’t the romance so much, as Ruth and Isaac share but a few scenes, or the challenges of friendship and motherhood, as the need to re-invent oneself, re-calibrate one’s life at an older age, or maybe the need to let go of excess baggage even when it’s become second skin. I’m having some trouble defining the true essence of the story.

    Other than that, this was a book I enjoyed reading and finished in one (and a half) sitting. If you enjoy sweet romances about second chances, Believing in Bigfoot should be your next read.

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    Synopsis

    Reeling from his failed comeback and ruined marriage, washed-out actor Ian James (née Isaac Janowitz) flees Los Angeles for a two-week respite in Northern California’s remote Marble Mountains—Bigfoot country. His time alone in the wilderness begins to peel away the layers of his Hollywood persona. After a fateful meeting with a beguiling woman, Ian begins to question his heart. In a moment of clarity, Isaac ditches his publicist and finds himself in Redding, living with invisibility at the Vagabond Motel.

    Professor Ruth Hill is burnt out teaching photography at Redding’s Shasta College, eager for her upcoming retirement. But for unexplained reasons, despite weekly therapy sessions, her panic attacks have escalated. Her artistic slump persists. Looking back, she regrets a life without risk; looking forward, she dreads a meaningless future. Going over her proof sheets one morning, she stumbles upon a series of striking thumbnails, reigniting her passion and creativity.

    Readers will root for Isaac and Ruth as they grapple with their chance encounter on the mountain and search for meaning in their repellent, yet intense attraction. Their paths do cross again, but when confronted with the possibility of enduring love, Ruth’s cynicism creeps in; Isaac’s self-defeating beliefs take hold. For these two damaged souls, it just may be too late.

    Meet the Author

    JC (Jeanne) Miller, M.A., is an educator and founding member of JAM, an editorial-consultation team. An avid reader, aspiring traveler and table tennis enthusiast, she resides in Northern California.

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  • Various States of Undress by Laura Simcox (Tasty Virtual Book Tour plus Guest Post)

    Talking about complicated! A CEO needs a savvy girl for his family’s legacy department store, but the perfect candidate has a tiny little flaw: she’s the president’s daughter. Add romance to that equation, and the only result you get is … Various States of Undress.
    Scroll down for an A-MAZING guest post by Laura Simcox on the right attitude to rejection and also chance to win a Digital Copy of VARIOUS STATES OF UNDRESS: VIRGINIA and get to meet Laura Simcox. This virtual book tour is brought to you by Tasty Book Tours.
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    When the president’s daughter risks everything with her sexy new boss, they’re bound to find themselves in Various States of Undress! 

    If she had it her way, Virginia Fulton—daughter of the President of the United States—would spend more time dancing in Manhattan’s nightclubs than working in its skyscrapers. Tired of dodging paparazzi, she needs a change. And a real chance. So when she finds herself in the arms of sexy, persuasive Dexter Cameron, who presents her with the opportunity of a lifetime, Virginia sees it as a sign … but can she take it without losing her heart?

    CEO-to-be Dexter Cameron knows he’s taking a risk by hiring a stylish party girl to jumpstart his family’s legacy department store. But the president’s gorgeous daughter has her thumb on the pulse of Manhattan, and the partnership seems like a win-win … until Dex discovers that his goals now include more than securing the corner office—they include Virginia herself. Dex must decide: does he make a move up the ladder? Or on the girl of his dreams?


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    About the Author

    After spending years in professional theater as a costume designer, Laura Simcox eased out of the hectic whirlwind of opening nights and settled in a comfy desk chair to write romance. She believes that life is too short not to appreciate heartwarming, quirky humor and her novels are lighthearted journeys into the happily-ever-after. She lives in North Carolina with her true love and adorable little son.

     

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    How to Avoid the Rejection Blues: Taking Aim (And Not at Your Own Foot)

    By Laura Simcox

    When I was in Junior High, I wanted three things: my braces off, my zits to magically disappear, and for the boy of my dreams to notice I was alive.

    Because I was thirteen, I naturally assumed that I was the only girl to ever experience this triple threat of anguish—the zittiest, braciest, most incredible freak of nature to ever walk Planet Earth—but I had a Kamikaze-like desire to succeed lurking within me. (Still do.)

    I wrote the boy a note, complete with check boxes, asking if he liked me (I know…ouch) and I slipped it into his notebook when he wasn’t looking. He sat to my right, and two desks up in English, so I could always see when he opened that notebook. You know what? He kept my note, right where I’d stashed it in the clear pocket in front, which gave me boundless hope. You know what else? He never answered me.

    So, I was rejected, but it was by default. There were times when I wished with all my heart that he’d looked me in the eye and said no. There were plenty of other times I was so glad that he hadn’t had the heart to do that. Rejection is slippery that way—especially when you’re never quite sure why it has happened. And because I was at such a volatile age, I obsessed about the note, and him for an entire year.

    This little painful story is meant to illustrate what it’s like to have your work rejected, because if you’re an author, chances are you’ve experienced both the flat ‘No’ and the mystifying lack of response. It’s hard to move on from either type of rejection, but to succeed, moving on has to happen one way or the other. I was able to move on from Silent Boy, and I’ve moved on from writer’s rejection, too.

    I firmly believe in one simple thing: If, despite my best efforts, something doesn’t happen, it wasn’t meant to be. The boy didn’t reject me because of my zits, he rejected me because I wasn’t his type. And when my work gets rejected, it’s not because my writing sucks, it’s because I wasn’t the publisher’s type, either.

    I’ll make one thing clear—you have to know upfront that you don’t, in fact, suck. If you’re getting interest in your work, you don’t. If you’re rejected over and over again, there is a small chance that you do. There’s also a very good chance that you’re actually awesome, but you’re shooting yourself in the foot.

    Prepare. Take careful aim. Then shoot yourself at the likeliest target. Survive like Katniss, right? Even though your work can seem like your life—it’s not your life at stake. You’re going to get rejected, but you’re not going to die.

    That being said, I’ve learned the hard way not set myself up for rejection in the first place. That sounds arrogant, counterproductive, and a bit paranoid, I know, but hear me out. I’m not a genius, but I’ve only been rejected a handful of times (so far). This is why: Before I ever submitted a single word, I spent months online—stalking editors, agents, trends, authors, and most importantly, publishers. I read all kinds of theories about getting your foot in the door, and in the meantime, I worked on writing craft. Like—really hard.

    In the end, I decided that logic was my best friend. I’d read that if an author doesn’t know who she is, and exactly what she writes, how will anyone else know, either? Editors and agents can work magic, but they don’t have magic balls. It was up to me to say “Hi, I’m Laura. I write lighthearted, sexy contemporary romance.”

    I never submitted to publishers and editors who didn’t publish my particular genre, even if I desperately admired them. When I did submit, I made sure I followed their guidelines to a T. (After all, they didn’t write those guidelines just for giggles.) I never submitted to agents who didn’t already represent authors and genres similar to myself.

    When I thought I was ready, I sent my book pitch to several friends who read romance, not telling them that I’d written it. I just said, “Would you read this book?” Three answered “Sounds cute, so maybe” and three said “Um…I’m not quite sure what it’s about, exactly.” Okay—that’s not good enough. I didn’t want “Meh…” or “Huh?” when I sent my work to an editor or agent—or worse—sat in front of them, wincing at the words coming out of my own mouth!

    So I rewrote the pitch, envisioning a reader picking my book up at a book store, flipping it over, scanning the back copy and grinning. I asked myself if I would want to buy the book based on the description. After all, if I didn’t like my pitch, wouldn’t it seem as if I didn’t like my own book? Once I felt as ready as possible, I started to send it out.

    Was I nervous? Yeah. Did I pray and then cringe every time I hit the send button? Oh yeah. And did I get rejected? Three times. And then one day, I was in the right place at the right time and was the right fit. That’s lucky—I know, but at the same time, I went to a conference completely prepared.

    The agent I had an appointment with (waves at amazing agent) didn’t know that I’d already read every scrap of info I could find on her. I almost whipped out some of that knowledge to prove that I’d done my homework, but I realized that wasn’t why I was there. I was there to tell her about my book as clearly as I could. I sat in front of her and read my super-short, carefully worded pitch, and when she asked me questions, I had an idea of my target audience, and how my book would work in a series. I was successful, due to a combination of my careful, hard work, the stars aligning, and her forgiving my breathless voice and (probably) crazy smile.

    In the years ahead, I expect more successes, but I also expect more rejections—because I won’t be at the right place at the right time, despite all of my wonder nerd efforts. It happens.

    Yeah, I’ll be bummed, but I can go down in a blaze of glory knowing for sure that my aim was true. The target (and I) just weren’t in the right place at the right time. J


     





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  • Classically beautiful: Beneath the Scars by Melanie Moreland (Review)

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    An ocean retreat in Main where the beauty meets the beast and makes him love her. But where love comes easily, trust seems as elusive as a handful of sand…

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    Beneath the Scars
    by Melanie Moreland
    Publication date: October 14th 2014

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    My Review

    Megan’s life has turned into a nightmare. Having her boyfriend humiliate her in such a destructively public way—the person she trusted implicitly—makes her flee Boston. Her friend’s ocean house on Cliff’s Edge in Main is just the place for her to regroup and maybe even start writing again. She is certain she will be left in peace what with her only neighbor being a renowned recluse. Soon, she discovers he’s also a misanthrope. So why is she drawn to him so much?

    Zachary’s only companion is his art. And his shaggy golden retriever; the only being he touches anymore. Until the stupid girl next door needs his rescuing. So he is forced not only to touch her but to also hold her, feel her against him. And now all these buried needs rush forward.

    With the only currency he was used to dealing in—his face—partially destroyed along with his faith in people and their motives, is there a chance for him and Megan to work out? And when her ex’s deceit spins out of control, and the first thing thing that crashes is their fragile trust, will Megan have the strength to give Zachary a second chance?

    This novel starts out in a quiet, lulling manner in sync with the soft waves breaking on the shore—the main setting of the story. The soft, sweet, well-rounded writing reminded me of older romances, and having read lots of choppy, vibrant New Adult stories recently, I was worried my interest might wane. But the plot is surprisingly strong. When the main conflict comes about, I was stunned at the ferocity of the situation and left wondering of how this mess will be resolved.

    Zachary’s backstory is well presented, making his disposition plausible and his reaction to events more or less predictable. The good kind of predictable. I also appreciated how Melanie Moreland builds up her story gradually; two thirds into the book and the reader still doesn’t have vital info on both the main characters’ past. Another positive aspect was the slow road to the book’s HEA. The way things turned out, a rushed embrace with the ocean’s horizon as a backdrop would have been eye-roll inducing. But this one takes its time, so the beautiful epilogue is worth the wait.

    The only thing that slightly got to me was that Megan is too sweet—bordering on naive. She’s an angel-like character; a somewhat old-fashioned romance heroine. Of course, Zachary makes up for any excess sweetness, so things are nicely balanced. Also, while used to crass language in romances, the F-bombs here seemed a bit forced.

    If you enjoy classically romantic stories in an idyllic seascape setting with a strong plot Beneath the Scars is just right for you.

    Official synopsis

    The sound of the ocean, the crash of the waves as they kick up against the sand and rocks—these are the only sounds Megan Greene wants to hear. She wants to leave the rest of the world behind, and find some peace.

    The offer of a private house on the beach, set in a small town in Maine, is perfect. Time to think—to be by herself. It’s all she wants. It’s the escape she needs.

    Until she stumbles across the painting that seems to echo her own chaotic mindset.

    Until she meets the unfriendly artist behind the stormy painting and discovers his secrets.

    All Zachary Adams wants is to be left alone. His canvases, and the unending scope of the ocean and sand, are his life. They direct him—fill his hours. Bring him focus.

    Until she enters his life.

    She dredges up memories of the past—the haunting images he has hidden for years; the fears he has never shared.

    A story he keeps buried below the surface.

    Can she make him see what he is missing? Can he trust her enough to believe?

    Together they embark on a journey where their pasts collide and threaten to tear them apart.

    Will their fragile bond hold or wash away with the ebbing tide?

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    Melanie Moreland lives a happy and content life in a quiet area of Ontario with her husband and fur children. Nothing means more to her than her friends and family, and she cherishes every moment spent with them.

    Known as the quiet one with the big laugh, Melanie works for the sporting teams of a local university. Her (box) office job, while demanding, is rewarding as she cheers on her team to victory.

    While seriously addicted to coffee, and somewhat challenged with all things computer-related and technical, she relishes baking, cooking, and trying new recipes for people to sample. She loves to throw dinner parties and socialize, and also enjoys travelling, here and abroad, but finds coming home is always the best part of any trip.

    Melanie delights in writing a good romance story with some bumps along the way, but is a true believer in happily ever after. When her head isn’t buried in a book, it is bent over a keyboard, furiously typing away as her characters dictate their creative storylines, to her even more inspired tales, for all to enjoy.

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  • Alex by Sawyer Bennett (Review)

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    A steamy sports romance, starring a bad-boy NHL star might be just what the doctor ordered for October. This one packs powerful psychological portraits of adults dealing with childhood abuse. Read on for my review and don’t forget to enter the Giveaway for an Alex Crossman/Cold Fury team jersey! This review tour is brought to you by Tasty Book Tours.

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    By: Sawyer Bennett
    Releasing October 14th, 2014
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    Alex is a machine. He plays hockey like a machine, he beds women like a machine (I used the other word in my Goodreads review) he socializes like a machine–as in not at all. Fans of Cold Fury, his team, love to hate him. He’s the MVP, as in the Most Valuable Prick.

    But the team’s management want their star player to work on his social profile. Or else. Alex now has to deal with some social worker on a drug prevention outreach program. Life sucks. But the surprisingly young and beautiful social worker doesn’t, so he decides to show her both spaces he owns: the pitch and the bedroom. He even resorts to showing her his gentleman side: he warns her that he’s going to break her heart. Because that’s all he’s capable of, right?

    Sutton Price knows very well what she’s getting herself into. But Alex’s abusive background, bits and pieces of which surface especially during their post-coital bliss, hit very close to home: she’d been there herself, only she chose the path of acceptance and forgiveness, and she wants more than anything to help Alex involve more emotions than anger, hatred and apathy. But when he gets there, fear and insecurity also creep in and mire everything. With his father always devastatingly present in his life, and a career with an expiry date he needs to focus on, how can Alex give Sutton what she needs?

    This sports-themed NA romance had some surprising elements. First of all, it offered the male point of view as well. In the case of a damaged, withdrawn hero, especially if he’s in the star (rock or sports) category, it is not often that we get to see his mind at work with extra insight into his childhood; the source of all evil. Usually, his behavioral pattern is explained in the final stages of the plot through dialogue or revelations of a third party. In the case of Alex, however, not only he knew exactly what mindset he was in and what caused it, but we get a front-row seat to vivid scenes of his hair-raising childhood in the hands of a father destroyed by alcohol and his own demons.

    The other element I appreciated was the presentation of the two different paths an abused child can follow in life: Sutton shared experiences with Alex, but she embraced her past in an empowering, creative way. But Sutton’s way, although acknowledged by Alex, causes further rift between them, as self-doubt and even envy tipping towards jealousy manage to further distance him from her. These subtle psychological insights made the book stand out from the lot.

    The sex scenes are frequent and steamy, but they’re not there just to underline the hero’s prowess; they also help to move the plot forward as that’s where Alex’s psyche is gradually revealed.

    Ms Bennett’s writing is efficient, adeptly delving into the characters’ true essence. The only thing that got to me was big chunks of narration revealed in the form of thoughts during an on-going scene, inevitably using past perfect. For example, someone would wake up and start getting ready for the day, thinking about what happened the day before. Quite a number of scenes were presented that way. Other than that, this was a smooth read.

    If you enjoy reading sports romances with seriously hot, seriously damaged heroes, but want a deeper portrayal than just of their physical attributes, you should consider picking Alex up—pun intended 🙂

    Sawyer BennettAbout the Author

    USA Today bestselling author Sawyer Bennett is a snarky Southern woman and reformed trial lawyer who decided to finally start putting on paper all of the stories that were floating in her head. Her husband works for a Fortune 100 company which lets him fly all over the world while she stays at home with their daughter and three big, furry dogs who hog the bed. Sawyer would like to report she doesn’t have many weaknesses but can be bribed with a nominal amount of milk chocolate.

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